I'll Always Love you Freddie ( WRITING IN PROGRESS )

Chapter 8: I just don't know what to do with myself

I walked into the Great Hall feeling like absolute crap. I hadn't even bothered curling my hair, I had just put it in a high ponytail, I had tried to do my eyeliner but I knew that one of my wings was crooked. I knew my eyes were still red and puffy but honestly I didn't care. I sat down next to Hermione who immediately gave me a great big hug.
" How are you feeling honey? " She asked as she released me.
" Better... hurting, but better. " I said honestly.
" Aww.. my poor ( Y/N/N )! "
" Mione, don't fuss over me.. It's just a stupid teenage crush. " 
Soon after I had sat down Harry and Ron came running into the Great Hall. Once they saw me their faces immediately lit up and they rushed over to me, engulfing me in their arms.
" How are you feeling love? "
" Do you need anything? "
" I swear I'm gonna clobber my bloody brother. "
" Do you want us to excuse you from your classes? "
" We can take care of Honeyduke today if you want! "
" Darlings I'm fine thank you. " I actually smiled for the first time in days.
I noticed that Fred and George never came for breakfast, not that I cared anymore. As soon as we finished breakfast Harry and I were off to potions...yay. I slid into my seat next to Malfoy trying not to make any eye contact
" You know ( Y/L/N ) I would let you punch me again just a whole lot lower, a whole lot slower, and preferably not with your fists. " He really was never going to give up, even though I had sent him to the infirmary!
" Malfoy please just not today... I had the worst weekend of my life and I just feel like utter crap right now ok? " I grumbled as I pulled out my potions textbook.
" Well I would... but you're just too damn hot, besides what happened to you anyway? "
" I don't need or want to tell you. " 
" But I need and want to know all your dirty little secrets. "
" Malfoy leave the poor girl alone you bastard. " I heard Harry say.
" Oh lookie here, Potter's got to defend his little baby! "
" I GOT MY HEART RIPPED OUT AND STOMPED ON OK SO JUST SHUT THE  HELL UP! " I screamed and both of them looked at me with wide eyes.
" Oh god ( Y/N ) I'm so sorry..and I really do mean it. " Malfoy said while meeting my eyes for once instead of looking down at my chest.
" It's...it's whatever Malfoy, It's not like I was dating this guy or anything. "
" Well whoever it was is a complete and utter idot, ( Y/N ). "
" Thank you... " Potions that day was surprisingly pleasant. Malfoy actually helped me make the potion without it having to be sexual. We actually finished early enough that we were free to leave, so we ended up just sitting outside the Great Hall, waiting for the study hall to be let out so we could go in.
" ( Y/N ) ? "
" Yeah Malfoy? "
" C..Can I tell you something? "
" Sure...I guess. "
" T..the reason I'm so perverted to you is because... well.. "
" Yeah? "
" It's because you're just so damn gorgeous I don't really know what to do with myself... "
I looked at him wide eyed.
" Really? "
" Really... " He blushed " Most girls would do backflips if I called them sexy..but you.. You just don't care.. I think that just makes me want you more.. "
" Oh..Draco..I..I.. "
" You don't need to say anything, I know you like someone else.. But I just want you to know that I support you.. And I really do care about you ( Y/N ). "
" Do you think we..we could be friends, Draco? "
" I would like that very much Miss. ( Y/L/N) "
I laughed and hugged him, a genuine hug, not a I'm pressed up against you because I want you hug.
" So you're going to stop being such a pervert? "
" Well I'm not making any promises but I'll try to contain myself, at least when you're around. " he winked.  
I excused myself to go to the bathroom shortly after that. As I was washing my hands I heard that cringey whisper of a voice that could only belong to Moaning Myrtle.
" Ooooh it's the famous ( Y/N ) (Y/L/N ) I've heard sooooo much about you! "
" What are you talking about Myrtle? "
" Well I was in the boy's lavatory earlier this morning, when two adorable redheads walked in. " Myrtle said as she perched on one of the sink's basins.
" One of them started yelling at the other about YOU and the other one was just nodding and looking quite grim. Then the one that had been yelling stormed out and the sad looking one just started sobbing. He was just sobbing and sobbing and I quote: Oh Christ ( Y/N ) you have no bloody clue what you do to me.. And now you're gone. Boo hoo hoo. Well maybe that last line wasn't true but the rest was a direct quote! " 
I couldn't believe it... If what Myrtle was saying was true, then Fred really did love me...