This chapter is about never waiting on anyone to love you back if they can'ttake as you are nor for who you are, than there's no issue when you choose to cut them out of their life they should get it. Don't seduce me choose me, see me for I am not for looks.
Get it?...
She's got the perfect lips, Got the perfect body. Tonight she was life of the party.
Some how she knew I loved to party- party hard. She was everyone's dream had the lust in her eyes but Lord knew me better, she made the room hard to breathe
Never recognizes a good man when she sees one. Been so long since i seen such beauty
You take one step forward
"Hey there baby let's make tonight epic let's make tonight last" she says.
I wish i could take one step back, I chuckle "Don't hit me up with that bullshit I'm trying to stay clean and live my life"
I don't need the attention
No seduction required for me
So don't tale another
I thought to myself why is she doing this to herself she could be so much better than this
She then said "Come on please big daddy i promise ill make it worth wild" but what she doesn't know that I'm not trying to make it that kind of night
Cause i dont need nobody im not here drinking my soul away nor here to entertain because i wanna fill the girls satisfaction
You can't have my heart im sorry i wont open your doors because i seen this game i know all your childish moves.
She attempts to woo me try to sink me down to her level feeling my body as she getting on her knees its temping but i was interest in that.
I hear a voice in my head telling me no no tell her to let me go, oh.
She said that's okay be that way plenty of fish in the sea. If thats so why bother me
But I be like do you get it, get it
You seduce everything in your sight
So like a predator
Watch em fall, watch em fall you use to these fools on their knees bowing to your every pleasure giving but i must protest I won't continue to play this game.
I've lost my ways so empty inside if only someone notice my battle scars because this conversation is going nowhere
She wonders why I'm acting so fake why I should be nervous. My heart's pounding because nobody knows I'm dead inside.
Picture this I know that it's crazy
I've known that you want it (I know that you) You had my attention the focus was, but you drive me cause didn't want me
It must have shuck you up put you right back down to size.
You only claim me when it benefits you only call me half pass five just to find and excuse to take off all your clothes
She play the game straight like a pro Attraction and Action was her every intention always kept low key but do not like texting don't not follow or mention.
Take me as i am stop playing this game cause im not buying the act
If you want me don't seduce me i'm not too interested nor big on persuasion nah it dont work me
I'm impressed by intelligence if you have something to offer then we'll talk self-respect thats how this should go but till then...
there's no use in waiting for my next move fuck that shit, fuck that shit i'm not you entertainer. Give me loyalty if your interested but till then im better off alone
Not like other guys, i stay in touch
Stay low key when the world isn't enough. if we was real
I'd give your what's expected
Wouldn't hit it one time nah wouldn't toss you out just to put you right back down to size. Would've made an honest women out of you
When it's said and done we all deserve better love so I just embrace what's to comes to get ready my next chapter
I watch hearts shatter watch them fall when im picking up the pieces
Get it when I say
Watch em fall, watch all my feeling I had crumble in your face
When all said and down you be picking up em pieces till they fall
Try to be nice tried to embrace you but no more waiting for you to see the kind of man I am
Im a mess yes, but you're worse hell yes. You long for that feeling, a feeling just to satisfy yourself
But i long for this feeling to finish my drink to not feel at all
Now you see why i am who i am
Story been told before was headed down the road to nowhere but learn that the woman for me doesn't exist fake hoes i wont be no ones next i won't fuck with you.
Don't fuck with you the liers oh no don't come my way baby mommas push the gold diggers aside oh lord
No i don't trust nobody i don't trust no-one too afraid to open up i say silent no won't ever stay to long for
Conversation neglected the dating
Hate on me for being too nice none these don't what they had till its gone what you crying for you should get it
This my life i keep moving forward how about you.
Get it.
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Life Chronicles 1: The Void
Teen FictionThis is an Antilogy series based on Actual events in my life and loosely adapted from the lyrics of A F T R H R (A.K.A Afterhour) an alternative rock band. The band was originally formed in Orlando, Florida in 2003 under the name There For Tomorrow...
