Past (H2OVanoss)

Part 1 - Just say 'yes'

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You promised me something.
Happy life, yet I'm crying.
Shoulder to cry on, yet I'm all alone.
Never be alone, yet you left me.
Protect me, yet my skin is bruised.
Marry me, yet you're the one dating the others.
Kiss me, yet my lips are cold.
Love me, yet my heart is shattered.

"Fucking liar!" I yelled out of my lungs, not having a strength to stop the tears in their life journey upon my face.

I ripped off the necklace, which I still had on me, inspecting it in my shaking hands. The sun shined upon the half of the silver heart Evan gave me when we were kids.

"This is my heart and this is yours. I'll keep yours and you keep mine. When we put these two parts together, it makes one big heart. Just as it suppose to be."

I clutched the half part in my hand, looking down at the waterfall, at the place where the water hit the surface, making a fog.

You never meant any of that. You're just an actor, really good actor, and I'm just a dumb piece of stupid idiot to believe you. No more, Evan. You stomped it in front of my eyes, I'll throw it away. I hope you're happy.

I looked at the heart for the last time, sighing loudly. I knew this was a right decision, something I should have done a lot sooner. I threw it down into the water with a loud scream, giving up on the last hope I held inside me.

I'm sure you don't even care. Motherfucker.

I looked away, slowly walking back upon the path home. I didn't have anything important to do for the rest of the day. My dancing class was the next day, my only friend Craig was home doing homework, and my boyfriend, or as the most people say now "sugar daddy", was out of the country.

I was almost at my house, already feeling the closeness of my safe place, when I heard a women voice behind me.

"Look! There's a cocksucker."

I looked behind me, only to meet chocolate brown eyes. Evan was holding the girl's hand, but when he noticed me, he was softly leading her other way. I recognized cheerleader, one of the people Evan was hanging out.

"Let's go," he replied, moving his eyes on the other direction.

"Hey, where's your grandpa?! Died from the heart attack when you took off your clothes?" She yelled at me, laughing.

My hands folded into a fists, my body shaking in anger. I was kinda used at this behavior, living through it from the day Evan left me, but it always hurt.

"Kelly, please. Let's just go," Evan said louder, dragging her other way.

"Yeah, take a leash on that hyena and drag her away!" I yelled at them, smirking. 

I decided not to show, how much it hurt to be down, to be defeated. That was the last thing I could do. Not give them the feel of victory.

"Did you just call me hyena?!" She snapped at me, furrowing her eyebrows.

"Let's go!"