sing that sad song to me will you?

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Yesterday was pretty bad... I thought a lot about Gabriel and everything, now what I used to call great moments in time are my nightmares at night... I wake up crying a lot wishing he never left, now I've ran away from my problems and have run into more. I'm living in Irving Kentucky in a new school with people I already know. Safe to say they all probably already know me from what I've heard at the diner. The diner I'm working at was about to shut down if I didn't get a job here... At first Miss. Rose didn't know what to think of me, a 18 year old girl that goes by andrew, running away from his problems at home, with little to no money to his name, 20 bucks if he was lucky.
She just felt bad, pitied me, wished the best for me, all in all I was trouble waiting to happen and she didn't know it. She's an aunt, and a single mother to one darling little boy named Jonua. Jonua Elliot Rose, its a cute name for a little prankster like him. The first day I met little Jonua he put a frog in my cup of water and ran off, he's only 8 and its understandable when he messes with me, I've been here for about 4 months and everyone here already loves me.
I'm just hoping the one I really care about notices me. He doesn't know I'm here yet though, four months and he still doesn't know, its shitty of me not to say anything but he broke my heart... Hes a little raskel I'll tell you that much!
Raymond Zachariah Rose... Probably one of most sweetest people I know... Also he happens to have a silver tounge and can talk you into a trap happily... I don't trust him anymore after what he'd done... But I have to admit I'm still in love with the boy... Sure to hell I won't get over this one, not for a looong time