Alex Lulu Francess. That's my name. I'm Alex and I'm 19. I have this crush on a guy called Cameron Jackson Nasson. I sound like a creep knowing his full name. I recgon I will never be with him because no one cares about my disease. I have Epselepsy. Yes I get seizers, and yes I will never be with Cameron.
I live in San Diego and was born in Canada. My brother had Epslepsy and that's how he passed away, my brother Tommy died from a seizer. Now I'm scared for my life. I don't live like other 'cool kids' they all hang out at the beach with their UE Booms which I don't have. I hangout at a physiologist and talk about my anxiety. How fun is that.
I used to be one of those Instagram models and went to the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show last year until I told my secret in Feburary 2016. Everyone unassigned me and left me in the flashing lights giving me seizers, they thought my family would sue everyone if I get a seizer, It has happend to me in 2013 at the Paris fashion show when I started modelling. I wasn't consentrating on the models I was focusing on the lights. Then it was lights out for me. I almost swallowed my tounge whole.
Anyway I go to a school in San Diego called Diego High School, and Cameron goes to my school, how special but he's all over this girl and girlfriend also called Alex but with a -is at the end of it. Alexis Beben. The slut of the school. Head of the cheer team which I got kicked out of because of her. Alexis was and I were friends for 5 years of until this new girl Molly came to my primary school in grade 6. Alexis tried and tried to regain my friendship but she bullied me to the core.
Cameron is in my class but Alexis isn't which is great because I get more crush time to me. I don't have many girlfriends I only hangout with the non cool group of boys in my class. There names are Darcy, Josh, Bailey, Luie and Taj. I am fake friends with them and don't have their numbers. To tell you the truth everyone thinks I'm the shy girl at school but out of school you can call me the out going desperate girl. I dint think Cameron knows that I have an alter ego still called Alex. I only have girlfriends out of school and they are popular of their school they go to called Diego Heights. You don't really see me in party photos because I don't like to get much attention at school, so if people post a photo of me on social media everyone will think I'm seeking attention. Which I kinda am no where near school. Plus, I've never been to a party with Cameron.
