Sleepless Thoughts

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The memories... That's all I'll have of us. I wish It didn't have to end this way, he was my other half and my best friend, my soul mate. But now he's just a friend, and I hate that this is how it's going to end but there's no fixing it. I gave him all my love and he gave me all of his, but God didn't want this for us. I wanted it forever. He'll always have my heart. But I just pray he gets the world because that's what he deserves. I tried giving everything to him and I still would till this day. But soon I can't give him anything because someone else will take the place I once had in his life and make him happy. I find it all surreal, knowing it's never going to be like how we planned. All the promises we once made each other aren't going to be anything one day. And like I said before, I hope he gets everything that he ever wanted, that I couldn't give him. All the memories is what I have and all I'll ever have of him, I just hope the next person he has treats him how I did, or even better. I truly love this boy. I always will but I just hope he loves the person he is going to marry one day and have a great life with them, making even greater memories than we once had. Now, that's all I'll ever have.