We haven't talked since like forever, and i actually dont know if hes still in the navy.. Three months ago i god divorsed. Because i realized i diden't love the man in my life the same way anymore.. I realized that i was still in love with my best friend.
I tried to contact him in long time, but at last i gave up because he wasen't replying my messengers, calls or anything else. I was ready to tell him how i felt about him and that i godt divorsed. He is the only thing on my mind, i always think of how we spend time together when were younger, how we used to laugh. It breaks my heart everytime i think of him.
Then one day he actually replyied, he told me that he left his wife just like i did with my husband. He told me that he coulden'think about everything else than kiss me. I just got the biggest smile on my lips :) We could finaly be together as boyfriend and girlfriend and not just like friends. Another day he send me a letter, and i actually though it was a little bit wired because who is sending letters today? i open the letter and began to smile like i was nuts..
"Since I left you, I have been constantly depressed. My happiness is to be near you. Incessantly I live over in my memory your caresses, your tears, your affectionate solicitude. The charms of the incomparable Josephine kindle continually a burning and a glowing flame in my heart. When, free from all solicitude, all harassing care, shall I be able to pass all my time with you, having only to love you, and to think only of the happiness of so saying, and of proving it to you?"
i Answered him with a letter too, i though it was very cute and romantic. It coulden't harm to try write a letter like he did, so then i wrote my first letter in a long long time. And i was very exited to hear what he would think of it, because i have never been the big writer...
"Nothing compares to your hands, nothing like the green-gold of your eyes. My body is filled with you for days and days. You are the mirror of the night. The violent flash of lightning. The dampness of the earth. The hollow of your armpits is my shelter. My fingers touch your blood. All my joy is to feel life spring from your flower-fountain that mine keeps to fill all the paths of my nerves which are yours."
