Black Widow | Roman Reigns

I Don't Hate You.

AJ Lesnar.

"Can you forgive me?" Roman asked. "I'm not asking for you to be mine again because I blew both chances. I just don't want you to hate me."

"I don't hate you, I can't." I tell him. "As for forgiveness? I don't know. Give me some time."

"Take all the time you need. I'll be here whenever you need me." He kisses my forehead before walking away.

I had a bad feeling tonight. It's been three months since Seth and I announced our relationship but I just couldn't help but feel as if something's wrong. I turn and head to his lockeroom. I heard thrashing, that made me bust in.

"Oh shit." I heard a voice say. "Just a minute."

I walk around the corner to see a girl riding Seth. Right then, I felt all emotion leave my body. I felt cold, cold hearted. I felt broken.

"AJ..." Seth said.

I weakly smiled. "No. It's okay. Really. I, I just have to go. Goodbye Seth."

I didn't even cry. I wanted to so bad, I just couldn't. I had nothing left in me.

"Woah, sorry." A deep husky voice said as I bumped into someone. "AJ, are you okay?"

"Why wouldn't I be?" I look up to see Dean. He gave me a look. "Seth cheated."

His face turned hard. "I'm going to kill him."

"No, it's okay. Promise. I-I just need a friend." I felt a tear fall down my face.

His face softens as he pulled me into a hug. I heard another set of footsteps and then another pair of arms around me and another pair leaving me.

"You can go, I got her." Roman. It was Roman.

"Yeah, okay." Dean kissed my temple before walking away.

Roman lifted me up onto the crate. He looked at me weirdly. "You're light. Have you been eating?"

I nod. "Yes." My voice was weak. "Just been doing Crossfit."

Which isn't a lie. I have been eating. Just not my usual cheese burger or a box of pizza. I've been eating salads and healthy shit. That's all changing soon.

"I saw what happened. Just know, I beat his two-toned ass too." Roman smiled.

I laughed through the on-coming tears. "It wasn't necessary."

"Yes, it was. He hurt you." He said.

I look into his eyes. "You hurt me too, Roman."

He sighs. "I know, and I'm sorry. I just wish someone would kick my ass for doing that. I'm an idiot-"

I cut him off but kissing him. It felt wrong, but at the same time, so right. I didn't want it to end.

"You are an idiot, but I still have feelings for you." I whisper against his lips.

"I know it's too soon and probably not at the right time, but I have to say it." He says as I give him a weird look. "I love you, so damn much, that is actually hurts when you aren't at my side."

I smile. "I love you too, so fucking much."

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