Hi, I am Alexis. Yes, I am dating Liam Payne. Liam sometimes....hurts me. I know its not right but I love him with all my heart. Its more painful to be without him then when he actually hits me. I mean its not all the time because he is always on tour but....it happens. Every one has warned me of Liam. His ex-girlfriend Sophia told me to be careful. She told me he dumped him because something in him changed but I didn't think much off it. I don't think I could live without Liam. He is my other half. I know he doesn't mean to hurt me but he cant control it. My parents, I don't talk to, haven't talked to them since I ran away when I was 14. I'm 16 now. Yeah some people think its weird that he is 20 and I am 16. I don't really care. Liam makes me feel special when he isn't mad at me. He makes me feel like the only girl in the world. I know Liam feels guilty. He just doesn't know how to stop. He hurts me emotionally too. He cheats, he says mean things, and just messes with my mind. I know its wrong, but I love him and I know he is the one for me. When ever I look into his eye's I feel this incredible spark that I cant even try to describe. I know he loves me too. When we go to bed he thinks I am asleep and starts talking to me. He says he is sorry and loves me and he is trying to change. No matter what I will always love him.
