Her hips thrusted against mine, my lips travel up her neck. Her moans fill the small bedroom as I suck on her sweet spot, her moans get louder as my hands travel up her thigh, I make my way to her lips biting her bottom lip and my hands move further up her thigh. I hear her breaths getting shorter and shorter as my hands stroke her sensitive area, her moans begin to get even louder. I hear the downstairs door slam, meaning my mum's home. I tug at Vanessa's hair making her gasp, giving me entrance to her kiss. She scratches my back making me moan. I never used to be like this, my life used to be good. Before my dad's drinking problems, before my brother's death, before my brother's funeral and before I tried to shoot someone. Now all I take pleasure in is sex, I don't trust girls and I don't trust my father. The one person I do trust or well did trust was Max, my brother.
I lie on my bed, moments after we had sex, Vanessa's breath is still short and she is lying next to me, her hands wrapped around me. All of a sudden a scream erupts the house. Shit, my mother came home and with my drunk father it's never right.
I run downstairs. My mum lies against the kitchen counter. Her blood surrounding her.
"Mum!" I shout at the top of my lungs. I run towards her and see my dad, he sits on the counter with a gun in his hands. "What the fuck did you do?!" I walk up to him and punch him hard, I shout at him, I carry on punching him.
"Daniel!" Vanessa screams. "She's not breathing!" I can hear her sobbing. I push my father against the wall, he sits there and chuckles to himself.
"THE STRIPPER DESERVES IT!" He screams. I kick his nose and he yells.
I rush towards my mum and Vanessa holds her stomach trying to stop the bleeding.
"Call the police," I say bluntly. She lets out a nod and runs towards the phone. I hold my mother against my chest. I let my tears roll down cheeks. My jeans are soaked in her blood. I let out a cry. Vanessa tells me the ambulance is on its way. Her whole life she fought with my dad,so I would have a roof over my head and food in my stomach. For 21 years she worked as a stripper, just to pay for my schools and university. I never got to tell her that I loved her today. I scream at no one but myself.
"Mum," my voice breaks. My heart breaks. My life shatters in my very hands.
I feel my mum being taken from my arms and a man tapping my shoulder, my screams fill the wall with screams. A man tries lifting me up,I thrash in his arms and I still scream. I feel faint and I feel empty.
The room goes black and my eyes roll back.
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