I wake up to shouting . But that's nothing new it happens almost every night my step dad and mom arguing over who knows what . I cringe as I hear the front door slam shut and the car zoom off . I pray it was him that left but I was wrong . My door slammed opened . I let out a cry as he jumped on my bed hitting me while I lay there just taking the hits. He then bends down toward my face and starts kissing me . I smack him and scream but no one can hear me. He tells me to shut the fuck up and be a good girl. But I still scream. He punches me a few more times and I just lay there and sob. He does what he came in to do and walks out slamming the door . I lay there crying . Thinking why me ? What did I do to deserve this? Why does my mom not believe me. Why doesn't anyone believe me. Maybe it's because he's practically famous in our town. No one knows the real him but my mom and me . Just because he owns some big business doesn't mean anything . I lay there and cry til a fall asleep . I remember dreaming of a happy place . A place where I'm safe and there's no more pain or sorrow . But it was only a dream cuz I hear my alarm go off. I drag myself outta bed and walk over to my mirror to see the damage . Just a bruise on my right check nothing major this time . Once I broke my arm trying to fight him off. I made up some stupid lie saying I feel off my bed trying to change the lightbulb in my ceiling light . Only some people bought it others gossiped and made rumors. Which is nothing new either . My life has always been like this . No one likes me . But I only need my boyfriend and Bestfriend. I quickly get dressed and cover up the bruise with some make-up . I rush out the door just in time to catch my bus to shitty ass school . Right when I step in the bus I hear laughing . I flip the kids off and go to the back where I always sit. I plug in my head phones and just doze off til we get to the school
