To Be Loved (One Direction)

           :*:Sasha:*:

  I applied makeup on my face to cover up the bruises. I don't want my friend to see me like this at school. You might be wondering why I got theses bruises. Well...My brother and bullies beat me up. It might be for money, sex or even for the fun of it. I committed suicide three times. The first time, I tried taking a bunch of pills. It didn't work. The second time I tried jumping off of a building, my mom caught me just in time. The third time, I slit my wrist. I locked the door and everything...my mom came before I blacked out. I got stitches and I have a scar that will last forever. I'm just one lucky bastard, ain't I?

I got my favorite black sweater and started walking to school. I should have a car. Or at least a bike. I shouldn't have those things I'm not good enough for them, I should just keep walking to loose weight. I'm about 98 pounds at the age of seventeen. It's a disgrace. I'm so fat. I should stop eating...stop living. I was approaching the school when I noticed a couple guys staring at me. I jogged inside the building, to my locker. I hate when people stare at me, is it because of my body or my ugliness?

"Hey Sasha!" Victoria said.

This is my best friend. She's sassy, dated about ten people in this school, she's a smartass student, and she's pretty.

"Hey Victoria." I said with a fake smile. My jaw kinda hurts from yesterday.

"Are you alright?" She knows whenever something's wrong.

"Yeah, I slept the wrong way." I don't like lying, but I don't care.

"Oh, alright. Let's hurry up and get to class."

I got my IPad and notebook. Our first class is Civics. Victoria and I sat in our usual seats, in the back of the room. I was about to get up and move this extra desk up so no one could sit next to me, but I saw this guy walk in the class. He had curly hair, green eyes, and a nice smile.

"Alright class, we have a new student today." Mr. Levi announced.

"Hi, my name is Harry." He looked around the room, and when his eyes met mine, I couldn't help but to look down.

"Why don't you sit next to Sasha. Sasha please raise your hand." Mr. Levi said.

Damn Mr. Levi! I raised my hand and sat back down. I was just about to move the desk!

He walked over and sat down. I looked at Victoria and I noticed that she was staring at Harry. I looked back at Harry and he turned around and smiled.

"Hey, do you have a pen?" He asked.

"Yeah, sure." I said.

That brief moment when his hand touched mine, he said, "Thanks, mate."

I looked at him confused.

"Oh sorry. British speaking." He said with an awkward laugh.

"Oh, your British?" Victoria asked.

"That's hot!" She stated.

Here we go, he's gonna fall in love with her, they're going to date, and get married. Or, they date and Victoria gets tired of Harry. Either way, it happens all the time.

"Thanks, but I already have someone that I'm interested in." He said.

He turned to me. "Thanks again for the pen." He said, and turned around to copy the stuff on the board.

I wrote down what was on the board too. As I was writing, Victoria passed me a note.

                    Do you like Harry?