Restless: Depression

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Am I not enough?
Have I not done enough?
Have I not given enough?
Have I not made you feel loved enough?
Questions. Lots of it are in my head.
Every second, tons of it are added.
I don't want to think anymore.
I told myself to shut this feelings and thoughts out of my system but I just can't.
Tears won't stop from falling.
My chest hurts so bad.
Felt like there is a hole that can't be filled in no matter what I do.
Back and forth, I rock myself to sleep.
Please let me be okay.
I'm tired.
So tired of loving you.
I just want to be numb from the pain.
I just want to be okay again.
I just want to for myself.

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