Our Benja Boyfriends (Amy's P.o.V)

Chapter 11 (Ally wrote)

Hey everybody sorry for the wait me and Ally had tons of homework and stuff before christmas break so sorry

I was having a nightmare when i awoke and my face was covered in tears. I had dreamt Jace had left me for Destiny and destiny had used that broken moment to stab me in the gut and walked away with Jace in her arms.

I took a deep breath when i noticed that Jace wasn't in bed and I started to freak when i heard a gasp of pain in our bathroom.

So slowly i got out of bed and crept to the slightly ajar bathroom door and peaked almost crying as i did so.

In the bathroom sat Jace with a razor blade in his hand cutting his wrist with tears in his eyes.

I teared up and i leaned closer to the door to hear him murmur something.

"Why does she love me? I broken. I will never be good enough and its all my Ex's fault! I love Amy but why would she want a broken package?..." Jace silently cries and i gasp.

"Hu? Who's there!" Jace asks and i shriek losing my balance falling into the bathroom to see a startled Jace.

"Uhh hey?" I croak out picking myself off the floor and brushing off the imaginary dirt to hide from his gaze.

"Amy how much have you heard?" Jace asks as he puts a cloth on the open cuts.

"Um pretty much all of it." I say feeling my cheeks heat up as i walk to his and tightly hug him.

"What are you doing? you're not mad? you're not going to leave me?" Jace says and i shake my head saying no as i lift the cloth.

I look at the old scars and see the three fresh ones and i lean down and kiss each scar then kiss Jace on the lips.

"Jace i will alway love you that day i crashed into you and your brother it was love at first sight. I can't bear to not have you. Please if i can stop cutting you can to." I say smiling

"Wait you used to cut?" Jace asks and i nod my head lifting my shorts to show 20 faded scars ten on each leg. He runs his hands on the scars finding the newest one that was 3 weeks ago.

"But why would you cut? Your beautiful, you have amazing friends and you had a 75% average at school."

"I wasn't always like this, when i was younger i was slightly overweight making people tease me. Also because of the teasing i got low marks i actually had to leave my friends and go to a private school and i had to get a personal trainer. I was a complete mess till i moved out and lived with Ally and got a job as a waitress till my youtube channel hit off." I cry out and Jace pulls me in for a hug.

"Amy i promise i will never cut but promise me if either of us are feeling like cutting we talk to each other." He begs and i nod my head as he wipes my tears.

"Jace I love you."

"I love you too Amy lets get dress and im taking you out for a date this afternoon." He says and i smile.

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After we had gotten dressed I left Jace to go help make breakfast while i got Ally and Dawson up.

So I snuck up the stairs and crept to their door.

*thump*

After the thump i knew i better knock so i did and i slowly opened the door.

And surprise surprise Dawson is laying on top of Ally.

"Uh am I interrupting something?" I chuckle looking down on them.