Jyushimatsu x Reader oneshots

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Warning: maybe some feels

*Y/N's pov*

Jyushimatsu has been trying to ignore me lately.

I ask him what's wrong but all he says is 'it nothing' and smiles at me wider.

I feel like he doesn't love me anymore.

His brothers try to help me, telling me it's going to be ok.

I'm scared

I'm scared of what will happen to us.

I'm scared that he will leave me like the rest did.

Today he told me to meet him at the meadows where we first met.

So I did, I got ready and headed there as fast as I could.

Once I got there I saw him he was sitting down looking at the flowers.

"Jyushimatsu" I called him and as soon as he heard my voice he paused.

He turned around and looked at me but he didn't have his usual grin.

"Y/N I... need to tell you something" he said as he stood up.

I just nodded and waited for his reply.

"I'm sorry but I don't love you anymore" he said plainly.

I was shocked and scared.

"Please...please don't leave me" I said as I felt tears escaping my eyes.

"I have to" he replied not looking at me anymore.

"PLEASE... JYUSHIMATSU" I yelled and fell to the floor crying.

"Y/N I have to go I'm sorry" he said as he started to walk away.

"Please don't leave me" I yelled as he ignored me and continued to walk away.

"JYUSHIMATSU" I yelled and reach my hand out.

He just kept walking acting as if I've never existed.

I was a sobbing mess, yelling and crying.

Yelling out all the voices inside my head.

"I'm worthless"

"I shouldn't be here"

"Why do I cause so much pain to the people around me"

"Why am I like the way I am"

"WHATS WRONG WITH ME"

Those where the words I yelled until my throat hurt.

I looked up again to see him completely gone.

I stayed there for hours.

I eventually went home and never left.

Jyushimatsu's brothers would knock on my door and sometimes even leave me food.

But I never opened the door for them.