I've never Imagined

***** 7:00am

Today is the day.. Every girl will die just to be on my shoes. I'm getting married..

I've waited for this all my life. This is my Everlasting dream..

To be beside him.. Beside the man I will forever love.

Beside the man who Promised his life to me.. Terrence.

ME: "Good Morning Baby!! Kamusta ang tulog mo??"

HIM: "Maganda.. Kasing ganda mo."

         "Baby, I love you."

         "Whatever happens, wait for me at the church."

ME: "Ofcourse.. And Baby, Nothing will happen. I miss you."

HIM: "I love you so much Baby."

Later On ********************

Preparation for the Bridal entourage

My phone rang...

ME: Baby bakit tumawag ka pa??

Him: Wala. Just want to say how much I love You.

ME: Oh that's sweet.... Mag Ingat ka ha. Be on Time Baby.

HIM: I LOVE YOU Samantha. And that would be forever.

Hindi ko alam kung anong dapat kong maramdaman nung mga oras na yon.

May kakaiba sa boses ni Terrence.. 

Woman's Instinct.. Kinabahan agad ako..

I took my Phone at nag Dial...

Pag sagot ko.....

Terrence's MOM: Hija...

ME: Tita?

Terrence's MOM: He's  gone...

I CAN FEEL THE TEARS RUNNING DOWN ON MY CHEEK.

HINDI AKO MAKAGALAW.

PINIPILIT KONG MAG SINK IN SA UTAK KO YUNG SINABI NI TITA..

HE'S GONE

HE'S GONE

HE'S GONE

I went at the hospital with my gown.

habang naglalakad ako sa corridor, di ko maiwasang umiyak.

kanina lang kase kausap ko siya.

kanina lang naririnig ko siyang sinasabihan ako ng I loveyou.

And now he's gone. Gone forever.

Dumeretso ako sa Morgue.

I saw him... Lying so still..

With His Chappy lips. With eyes closed.

with blood all around his body.

I walk closely.

I hug him.

"Baby, I love you.. Please wake up. I need you."

Yes I'm Crying. No No. I'm Grieving..

"Please Terrence..."

Umaasa ko. Umaasang muli niyang ididilat ang mga mata niya.

Umaasa kong muli niyang sasabihing mahal kita.

Umaasa ko.. Na maglalakad parin ako papunta sa altar,

Habang siya yung naghihintay...

Kaso... I've been their for almost 4 hours and He's not responding..

He makes me feel that he's really Gone and wont come back..

I don't feel anything except this pain..

Except this stone here in my heart.

I fucking hate the world.

Bakit kailangang sa akin pa. Bakit si Terrence pa?

:'(  Wala akong magawa.. Gusto ko lang umiyak ng umiyak..

 *********** 1,2,3,4,5...... Years After Terrence Died..

Samantha's POV

 Architech Samantha Rodriguez...

34 years Old maid.

Hindi ko na kasi kayang magmahal pa ng iba.

Ito na rin siguro yung gusto ng Diyos at ni terrence.

Sabi ng kaibigan ko, First Love never Dies at ang First Love. Ito yung tao na kahit na anong mangyare at kahit na gaano katagal na panahon na ang lumipas, mananatili parin siya sa puso mo.

Mananatili parin siyang buhay sa ala ala mo.

Na kahit ilang tao na yung magsabing Tama na, gagawa ka parin ng paraan para masabing kaya mo pa. 

Si Terrence ang First Love ko... Kahit kasi ilang tao na yung nagdaan sa buhay ko, kahit na ilang tao na yung sumubok pasayahin yung malungkot kong mundo.. Siya lang talaga yung nagiging dahilan ng mga ngiti ko...

It's been so long since He died.

The pain of it still lingers....

Pero yung pagmamahal na iniwan niya, it will remain in my heart and in my life forever.

Wherever he is right now. I know He's still Waiting..

Hindi man niya ako napakasalan infront of the altar,

I know somewhere He'll Marry me Infront of God...

That's FIRST LOVE.. That's TRUE LOVE... 

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Author's NOTE:

Ang saaaaaaaaaaad >.< Niways... Hayaan  niyo na :D Emo emohan ee :D

Thanks sa mga babasa ng maikli kong Obra :D

Godbless ^_^

                                                                                                 - ARAH yan ii <3  (c) 2013