I have known this man forever,
I never ever thought he would,
or in any way could,
Be the man that when i think of him,
I get sick to my stomach,
Now that someone has told,
memories have rushed back.
He has always been like family,
until about three years ago when he started,
to be very very very very inappropriate with me,
He started off by trying to grab my ass,
Then he moved on to my boobs,
Then he told me that he wanted to make love to me.
I told very few people because every time,
it made me hate myself.
My brother told my other brother,
He got angry and told me,
that it could happen to me niece,
or someone else.
Before he told me this though,
I begged and pleaded for him,
not to tell just to let it go.
After he told me to think about others,
I had no choice but to say Id tell.....
Now I sit second guessing everything,
now I sit about to cry,
Now I sit in my pain,
no shoulder to cry on....
I am so lost and confused...
I have knowen this man forever,
he was like family,
I never told but a few people,
how he made me feel and what he did,
and now I will have to tell everyone
