The Crush That I Thought I Knew

Over Thinking and A New Secret

I sat at the edge of my bed thinking on what to do next. I walked out of my room and wondered around the castle only to find a random music room. I furrowed my eyebrows confused as to why they even had one.

I scanned the room admiring the cool guitars. I walked over to the black piano smiling widely as I sat on the stool like chair. I ran my fingers lightly over the keys my eyes fluttering shut. I opened my eyes seconds later thinking.

Although I seemed happy I was here with the boys. I still thought about my family and friends. This is just too much to take in. There is just as much drama in this castle as out there where I belong.

I love Niall though, but then Harry just..ugh! I dropped my head on the keys frustratingly making them make a sour sound. I lifted my head up off the keys sighing loudly.

I love Niall and Harry so much. I just...this is all like freaking Awkward. When Jenna has to choose between Matty and Jake. What does my heart want? Harry...Niall...Zayn. Wait what how did Zayn get in there?! I mean I know he is really easy to talk to but I didn't think my heart would want Zayn!

I'm over thinking this. Ok. Stop thinking...just....do.

I think ok noooo not I think...umm wait a sec-Harry...

Harry...HARRY! He was the first one I ever fell in love with I mean sure he's good looking but his personality fits mine so perfectly. That's probably why!! Ok. Forget everything that just happened between you and Niall Astrid.

I rubbed my temples trying to erase everything thats happened between Niall and I. I have never felt more attracted to Harry in my life. Sure there are ups and downs but that's how perfect relationships work.

Niall is going to be very heartbroken when I tell him the news. I bit my lip. No one can get in the way of what I'm feeling now. It's Harry and only Harry. That's when a song hit me. I smiled widely staring down at the keys and began playing..

No One by Alicia Keys.

"I just want you close

Where you can stay forever

You can be sure

That it will only get better

You and me together

Through the days and nights

I don't worry 'cause

Everything's going to be alright

People keep talking they can say what they like

But all i know is everything's going to be alright

No one, no one, no one

Can get in the way of what I'm feeling

No one, no one, no one

Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down

And my heart is hurting

You will always be around

This I know for certain

You and me together

Through the days and nights

I don't worry 'cause

Everything's going to be alright

People keep talking they can say what they like

But all i know is everything's going to be alright