Him

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I dyed my hair, i changed my personality,

I talked more often, And my attitude more cheery.

But all he saw was just me, 

Although i i tried the best i could be, 

My old side was all he would see.

Him, as i refer to, 

With spiky hair and a smile that hypnotizes me, 

I'm rendered helpless,

To that innocent glee.

But I am nothing less

Than some weird chubby kid,

Tears were hid, 

Screams were made.

How come my old side never did fade?

Please see the true inner me,

Him, with that perfect personality.

I beg you, 

Forget the past.

I can change, too.

And put that popular boy last.

You were influenced by him, 

Now, you're nothing more than some try-hard.

Popular boy, referred to as Lim, 

He's just flipping a card.

You, the one i admire, 

Your spark has turned into fire.

Stop, he's using you.

Now you need someone, but who?

Not me, I'm not good for you.

Nevermind, I'm done for.

I am a mere one, she's a plus two.

For my reputation, I myself tore.

Goodbye, never see you again.

May the concrete floor down there be my last stain.



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