iam walking on the aisle..
in every step im getting closer and closer to my groom. icant explain the feeling. it was truly majestic. everything seems perfect. i can feel tears wanting to fall from my eyes. this are my tears of joy. finally, im marrying you Fraklin luthercross. it will be a very beautiful to hear them call me Mrs. Samantha Nicole Collins LutherCross . i did not hold back the tears , i let it fell from my eyes.
franklin looked such a perfect groom. he was wearing a black suit. and it fits his masculine body. he was the only person i was looking to. i cant wait to say i do.
@CEREMONY
"DEARLY BELOVED, WE ARE GATHERED HERE TODAY IN HOLY MATRIMONY TO BRING THESE TWO BODIES IN CHRIST TO ONE."-PRIEST
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"DO YOU SAMANTHA NICOLE COLLINS TAKE FRANKLIN LUTHERCROSS TO BE YOUR LAWFULLY WEDDED HUSBAND FOR RICHER OR FOR POORER?? IN SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH?? AND TILL DEATH DO YOU PART??-PRIEST
"I DO!"-NIKKI
"DO YOU FRANKLIN LUTHERCROSS TAKE SAMANTHA NICOLE COLLINS TO BE YOUR LAWFULLY WEDDED WIFE FOR RICHER OR FOR POORER?? IN SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH?? AND TILL DEATH DO YOU PART??-PRIEST
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"is there any problem honey?? are you feeling something??"-nikki
nagtataka ako kung bakit matagal sumagot si frank. inaamin ko natatakot ako at baka sa araw na ito nya pipiliing iwan ako.. sana hindi. dahil hnd ko makakaya. i know he wont because he loves me.
"i repeat do you- priest
biglang nagsalita si Frank
"im sorry Nikki, but i cant do this. u r one of the most beautiful and amazing woman that i ever ment in my life. hindi ko pinag sisisihan na nakilala kita. iam so blessed to have you with me. im so sorry."-franklin
i felt tears falling from my eyes. is he running away from me?? but why? bakit ngayon pa? bakit ngayon pa at hindi pa noon kung kailan mas maaga pa. sana hnd ganito kasakit. Am'i dreaming??? kung oo, please wake me up!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant belive that my ultimate dream is falling apart!! oh god please. please tell him to change his mind...
hinintay ko pa ng ilang sigundo at baka mag salita sya ulit at babawiin nya ang sinabi nya.. iam hopeful kahit 50-50 ang sitwasyon ngayon. he is a man of his word. pero sana pinagtitripan nya lang ako.
mag sasalita na sana ako pero bigla nyang dinugtungan ang unang sinabi nya... mas kina iyak ko ang susunod na sinabi ni frank.
"last month, when i was on a business trip in america. i met this simple yet gorgeous woman. i was love struck. damn! i hate the feeling i felt when i first met her. i felt my heart skip a bit. untill now i cant get over her. i hate this feeling because i know without doing anything, and with only this feeling, i know iam already cheating on you.. ayokong lokohi ka niks. i need to find that woman. or else i will forever be unhappy and empty by the heart. im madly inlo-..."
(SLAP!!!!)
NIKKI POV
"IM MADLY INLO-..
HND KO SYA PINATAPOS!!! HND KO NA KAYA ANG MGA SUSUNOD PANYANG SASABIHIN.!!!!! DAMN!!!! ANG SAKIT!! PARANG SINASAK SAK ANG PUSO KO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HND KO NA PIGILAN ANG SARILI KO AT NASAMPAL KO SYA!!!! THIS WAS THE FIRST T IME NA NAGALIT AKO NG GANITO KAY FRANK. I FELT THE ANGER RUNNED DOWN TO MY HANDS. AT HND MANLANG AKO NAGDALAWANG ISIP NA SAKTAN SYA!!!!! hiyang hiya ako sa sarili ko. i never dream na maiwan sa harap ng altar.
gusto kong mag makaawa sa kanya to let him change his mind. pero nakikita ko sa mga mata nya na somethings wrong. and maybe that is bacause he misses someone. and that someone is that girl......
"how could you?? you made me believe you love me? you made me believe that im the only girl.. you said u n i will be forever.. but wheres your forever now????"-nikki
"i tried to be perfect for you. god knows i tried!!!!!!!!! and damn it was not enough!!!"- nikki
"u r perfect nikki, yes you are!!! it is me! im the problem here! maybe im not the perfect one for you,. maybe you r ment for someone better than me. i didnt want to hurt you!!"-frank
"you just did frank!!!"-nikki
hindi ko na pinakinggan ang susunod pa sana nyang sasabihin. i dont want to hear his explanation and tanging pinaniniwalaan ko ngayon is that he broke my heart! he cheated! he hurted me!!!!
i took of my sandals and run outside the cathedral. i ran so fast. so fast that they wont catch me.so fact that i cant even catch my breath.
it was so fast that i havent seen that black ferrary car approaching my direction. everything happened so fast!!! i was hitted my that car. akala ko yun na ang katapusan ng buhay ko. akala ko yun na ang katapusan ng bangungot na ito. but god was pathetic. why? because he let me live. ma ybe he want me to savor how painful it is to exist without the man i thought was the one for me.. i dont think it is still worth it to live. to exist without him . is like living in a wold with no water and oxygen. deadly!!!
