All we have been through

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I guess life is almost as confusing as math
I understand that friendships end and sometimes with out a warning but I can feel people drifting I don't blame them tho like who would want to be friends with the ugly,fat,annoying,dumb,worthless bitch that no one gives a fuck about it all good though b/c I'm noticing that that's why I'm here is to get left, by the people I trust and care about.

Why am I feeling this way well let's see there's the fact the people have told me this or the fact that I always can tell right before somebody leaves so it's not that big of a surprise

I found out one of my best friends cut again and broke our promise for the 4th FUCKING time so she had to fill out a suicide form,she promised me she would never leave but I now notice that if she's going to break the promise to cut way would she keep this promise,it's pretty easy to tell it wouldn't matter if I wasn't here but it would matter if she wasn't here b/c she has so many people who cares about her.

Tomorrow's Monday and I already know that shits about to go down

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