No one really notices me, but they do know me by name. What else do they know about me that you don't? Well, I'm a loner, I'm shy, I have no friends, and I hate being in the crowd. The only hobby I like to do is sing, 'cause it expresses my feelings of mood I am. Right now, it would be Concrete Angel by Martina McBride or Alyssa Lies because right now, my so called dad is hitting me with a lamp. I don't know what I did, but it some how made him mad.
"IM SORRY! PLEASE! PLEASE STOP! STOP IT PLEASE," I screamed while crying. He didn't stop, he wanted to see me bleed upon my forehead...
After 20 mins, he finally stopped and picked me up by my ponytail, then started dragging me off to my room laughing....he threw me in there and slammed the door closed, locking it. I crawled to my bed, crying on the covers uncontrollably, hugging my pillow. I don't know what I did to deserve this....I believe I did nothing wrong. I think he accused me for my moms death... And after she died, he's been drinking a Lot....And I don't feel safe anymore.
After another 20 mins of crying, I calmed down and grabbed a knife from my drawer. I would start off gentle cuts to big cuts once I'm used to it. It's also a everyday hobby that I'm used to at the end of a day. Sometimes, I wished I could have a friend....a friend to share my problems with....a friend that understands me...and friend that....that could be more than a friend...
But I know that wont happen, so I'm planning to commit suicide tomorrow, on Mount. Ebbot. Legend says that when people climb that mountain, they don't come back. EVER. So then I thought...I can be free like a bird...free from suffering....and make friends in the sky....
~the next day at 4am in the morning~
Here I go...
"So y/n," said a voice. I turned around to see my 'dad' standing there with a knife in his hand.
"Ever danced with the devil in the pale Moonlight?" He said, giving off an evil grin. I was to scared to even know what he was talking about. He theme stabbed me in the shoulder and pushed me down the hole. The last words I hear is "say hello to mommy for me...will ya?"
... once I hit the ground....everything went black...
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FanfictionShe is a shy, lonely girl No one is there for her She decide to kill herself Plans changed when she hit the ground Will she find someone who will care for her? Or will she be tortured In that he'll place forever? Read to find out!