Her Hero

Mothers Day is Not the Best Day

So this one of chapters that hade made me make this book mature. OK don't hate me for this chapter but there will be a good cliff hanger.So on with the book!

Alyssa's Pov

Mothers day the day I have to be with the person I hate the most, my mother. So I got her necklace and put my and my brother name on it so that she won't get mad at him even if he is not the best brother in the world I hate to have him hurt or yelled at. I think the reason I protect him so much is that he is the only one that went through what I have but he is leaving in about a year to go with my dad. I hope he remembers how bad it was and how much my mom lies and why. The thing is I think he already forgot because of me protecting him a lot now. He never wants to talk to me or do anything together. Now he is leaving me to stay with a freaking witch. Well, I will suck it up and hopefully not be another clone of her because that is what my brother is doing now. MY BROTHER is sympathetic, not heartless nor pushes people away from him he opens up to them and then helps them. HE was like that before all the hatred was thrown at my Dad. When really we should have been hating our mom but even if she did change or at least tried to be better then I would at least be able to sympathize for her. But no she did not change to make matters worse threw it all at my dad. So, this will always be the day that always wonder what I did wrong for me to deserve a mother like her. So cruel so manipulative. When she drove my dad away and is driving my brother away for the same reasons. She never asked for things to be done she commanded it as if it was law even to my dad. Then she had the obsessive need to have power over everything. As if she was power hungry but never after losing the people she said she so called loved nor did she give sympathy if she did it only was to benefite her to make her seem as if she was not the real monster that she is. She drove away all the sanity from us leaving us barely sane. That is why my dad left not because he was cheating and if he did then why did she not leave him.

OK that is just the basics of me hating mothers day and my mom it will eventually change about me hating mothers day but my mother that is a different story she put a wound in my heart that will never heal. So that is what typically what I think every morning on mothers day.

Today I wore a light blue shirt with engraved flowers and dark blue high waisted jeans. It started started off like a normal day then all my aunts and uncles came like every year

(Reminder she has 13 aunts and uncles on her Mom's side and her Dad's this is why when she was younger she was conflicted were her brother not so much he hated their dad for 2 years before he heard him out so ya back to the book)

Then her favorite cousins came Cathy and Carmen they were going to the park but her very bitc- or let us just say not her favorite cousins had to be included. The first was Alex her younger cousin he is well you will see...

FLASHBACK

I was playing with Cathy and Carmen looking for ladybugs in the winter but there was a pile of ice in the backyard. When we were doing so some of our older cousins were there Angel , Brian, Andy and Cassy along with Alex he was Andy's younger brother so he got to do everything with the older kids were us we were left in the dust by ourselves never knowing why they left without us. So Andy and Alex came up to 7-year old me and said

"Hey, Alyssa we are going to play a game so you are going to have to throw ice at all of us ok?" Alyssa finally happy she was included in a game happily accepted and started throwing ice, but then they started screaming she thought it is just part of the game but she never really tried throwing at them only next to them. They started running inside and Alyssa dropped the ice and started going to the door also still think it was part of a game but when Alex got in he slammed the door shut and locked it leaving Alyssa out in the cold the day before her birthday. She started knocking on the door hoping someone would hear her but 1 minute passed no one came 3 minutes past still no one to seemed to be looking for her after 5 minutes all she could think is why just why would they do this to me? What did I ever do to them? All I do is try to get them to at least be able to like me? Not even my mom is wondering where I am! WHAT DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE THIS! And with that she punched the door right in the middle of the wood and the glass so the glass shattered leaving her with a deep cut that will turn into a scar. The wood had a crack running down it. When her Mom heard the loud crash of glass all she thought is someone trying to breaking in? Not even thinking twice that her daughter could be hurt so when she when over to check she saw Alyssa surrounded by glass with blood dripping from her hand and with that her party was canceled she got no gifts from anyone that year nor was she allowed to play outside with the other kids. All because two brothers wanted to ruin her birthday the day she finally have her first sleepover since she was never allowed to have one at her our house, instead she was trapped in the prison she had to call her home.