If I had a million dollars
I'd spend every penny
Making myself perfect
Just for you.
Years. Years. Years..!
I've known you.
I've shared myself with you.
I've cared for you.
I've loved you... secretly.
Now as I've grown.
Older. Older. Older.
I've changed.
Morphed.
And I've disappeared.
Far away.
From you.
For a long time...
Now.
We speak again.
And I love you.
Still.
So.
Fucking.
Much.
But I'm scared.
I'm so scared.
You won't like me anymore.
I've grown in many ways...
My heart
My soul
My body
And mind.
And I'm terrified you won't like what you see.
