THE GIRL WHO LEFT⇉S.MINTER✔️

45. FROM TOBI.

day 1134

dear sage,

i'm so over this letter writing thing, but for the sake of the concept, this is my goodbye, or perhaps, in your world, this is my hello.

its odd isn't it? how different people perceive things?

some people believe in love, others say its a sham.

some people believe in god, others say its a liability.

some people believe in hope, others write it off as stupid.

i had hope, for a very long time, in you. i hoped that you would come back to us, now i realise how pathetic the idea was.

maybe i'm not the pathetic one.

i didn't intend to be so salty over this, after all, its nearly been three fucking years.

i hate myself for writing my letters in such a harsh way, but my opinion is my opinion and i know you are a person who likes opinions- or at least you were.

listen, well, read...i love you, always have, obviously not in the same way as simon, but i love you, and i hate you too. but i love you more. i respect your decision, even if my writings do not seem that way.

i want to end this on a positive note- so here is one.

josh is getting married.
vik sleeps more often and spends more time with friends.
jj is releasing an album next year and is going on a worldwide tour.
ethan is now completely stable and has no medication.
harry is still as adventurous and as brave as ever.
simon is nearly back to his normal self, and if he relapses he picks himself back up.
and i, i am still me, and i think that is what is most important. i have never changed who i am, for someone else, and i am proud of that fact.

i love you sage, and thank you,

- tobi x