Sam Nicholls Oneshots

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I wasn't an ice queen, just detached. I had just taken a slow solemn walk out of RESUS. The locum doctor had just had a go at me and Dylan had had to step in which I wasn't to pleased about. We were about loose the patient and my Army brain in a way just switched it self on. I was now sat on the floor by the lockers in the staff room when Dylan walks in, this is going to be fun is all I can think of. By the way that thought is absolutely crammed with sarcasm. 'What the hell was going on in there Sam?' I just burst out crying. When I went to the army Dylan missed out on some important parts of my life. He had Dervla long before I even left for the army. Everyone knew of us being married. Despite his attempts to hide it. Well everyone but the locum and now someone is going to have to explain to him the cause of our argument. Then suddenly this song came into my head and I started crying. 'What you crying at?' 'Nothing, I just thought of a song that sums up what we missed in our marriage. I give up on trying to make this work. I thought that you would like having me back, but no you would rather I was still out at Camp Bastion.' Suddenly the tears that were originally slowly cascading down my cheeks where now full on spilling out of my eyes. 'Let's take you home' 'why?' 'So you can tell me about everything I missed, also I think you may kill a patient with the emotional state your in' I didn't respond I just got up off the floor and almost launched my self into Dylan, I avoided kissing him yet a hug will do for me. We went back to his as I didn't want him to see the mess of my house. 'So fill me in' I jumped a little when he spoke as I wasn't expecting it. Least there was one thing I wouldn't have to explain I would probably break down if I had to with my current mental state.

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7/11/16
R3 holby_kingdom comp