Looking at Him

Our First Talk

I went to 5th period at science class. I looked at him and he was talking with other girls and something hit me in my heart. I wanted to just interfere but I didn't because I didn't want to act weird. My "friend" Riley (boy) always teased me because he knew that I liked him and he was so freaking desperate to tell him. After like 20 minutes of class, around 5 people asked me for a partner activity (including Riley) and I didn't know who to pick so I gave up and I noticed that Charles didn't have a partner so I bluntly asked if he wanted to be my partner. I was so nervous and Riley was like "oooooh your with ur boyfriend" and then I shouted "HE ISN'T MY BOYFRIEND" sadly in my head cause' u couldn't just yell at class it would be so embarrasing. So we just talked a lot during the activity and let me admit that he is actually kind of dumb which I was ok with because I knew he had a kind heart and he was really fun to talk with. My friend Diane, used to like him because he was "AUSTRALIAN" but she realized that he wasn't and stopped liking him which I actually thought was so beeping dumb. First of all, I'm so tall and he's just average so I thought this would not even close work out but I figured out that height nor age matter soon later or even before that ever happened.. 😂 I sometimes saw him walking in the hallway after class and I really really wanted to say hi but I wasn't that brave so I just walked quietly and walk pass him. My friends say that it's hopeless so sometimes I think I should give up but then my other friend always bring me joy and I wanted to try again and again until my love pursue. I then just go on the bus and eat snacks with my friend wishing that he was on my bus but he rides car.