An Unrealistic Truth
If I were you and you were me,
You wouldn't judge cuz then you'd see.
Why I hurt and why I cry,
Why I cut and want to die.
You'd understand what I've been through,
And why I do the things I do.
I want you to see what you've done,
You might as well just hold the gun.
Steady now as you hold the knife,
Just slit my throat and end my life.
Feel free to help me tie the rope,
And sit and watch me as I choke.
Pour the gasoline and light my fire,
You'll help me burn, you'll never tire.
Take my heart and pull it out,
Cut my throat so I can't shout,
Make me suffer watch me bleed,
Sew my eyes so I can't see.
Break me down and show me pain,
Make it so I go insane.
Rape me like you did before,
Throw me down onto the floor.
Beat me till I'm broken and bruised,
Tape my mouth shut so I can't refuse.
Don't stop now this is just the beginning,
Like a baseball game,
This is just one ending.
You never did let me off that fast,
Think of the cage you've used in the past.
Let me take you through this nice and slow,
I'll lock you in the cage and never let you go.
Day after day, you'll sit like I did,
You'll know why I screamed, you'll know why I hid.
Maybe I'll throw you some crumbs here and there,
But only a few too show you how much I care.
I will unlock your chains just to give you some hope,
And snatch away hope because the cage remains closed.
I will take from you what you took from me.
And I will rape you of your dignity.
Take a breath as it might be your last,
I'll take a blade and sever our past.
Don't worry though you won't bleed out,
I'll make you suffer without a doubt.
You'll be for mercy, yell to stop.
I'll turn away and to your knees you'll drop.
I'll kiss you first, just once more,
Before I lock and chain the door,
Too bad this is all too good to be true,
To think that I could ever hurt you.
The sad thing is you see,
I couldn't do you like you did me.
I wish what I say is wrong,
That it's not for you I long,
But yes, sadly it's true,
When I say I still love you.
