Zayn's POV
When she shut the door Sierra ran over to me with tears in her eyes and hugged me I guess ShaeShae had told her everything that happened. She looked up at me and said,"Baby that will never be us right?" I said," No baby that will never ever be us I love you so much we will never split." She smiled and said," Good because I don't ever want to leave you, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I love you, Shae is a great girl and I hope she finds someone who treats her right or maybe her and Harry can get back together." I said," I love you too, and I don't want you to leave my side. Me too they were a good couple until Harry decided to flip out on her about a stupid text, that was from her brother." Then we sat down, me and Liam told Harry that it was most likely her brother that texted her and he started yelling," I am so stupid, I yelled at her just because I got jealous and fucking scared her so bad that she thought I would hit her, I should've just kept my mouth shut then she would still be here in my arms and be happy like she was when she woke up, now she probably hates me. I don't blame her I hate me too, I should have stopped, I knew I was yelling but I didn't care I kept doing it I saw her backing away with tears in her eyes but I kept yelling!!!" "I am so stupid, I called her a whore, probably the same thing Jack did when he beat her, she was the ONLY girl that I love and will ever love I have to get her back." Now he was hysterically crying, we could tell he regretted everything he had done and said, we knew Harry when he got pissed off he didn't care how loud he was but he forgot about everything Shae had been through.
**************In the taxi*************
"Why was I so stupid, I love Harry I know I do but he scared me, I swear he was going to hit me and his eyes were so dark he was mad, but I had no idea that my brother would text me. Honestly I didn't even know that he had my number but he is the ONLY one who ever calls me babygirl."
I checked my messages to make sure it was him. I clicked the home button on my iPhone and looked at my screen and my eyes started watering again, it was my favorite picture of me and Harry, I was standing in the living room and Harry had his arm around my waist and his head was on my shoulder, we were both smiling and I smiled down at the picture, we hadn't gotten that far from the flat, I told the cab driver to stop and wait for me, I would be back in 10 minutes and I will pay for it, he said whatever. I got out and ran to the flat, I opened the door and everyone looked up even Harry I ran over to him and kissed him, he immediately kissed back I wrapped my arms around his neck his arms already around my waist, he smiled as we broke away.
He whispered,"Baby I am so sorry, I really am I love you so much and I just got really jealous. You mean everything to me and I would NEVER EVER HIT YOU, okay? Never. I don't want to lose you please please don't leave me I know I messed up big time but baby I need you, you are not a whore and I don't know why the hell I even said it I guess I was so mad that I didn't care what I was saying. I should have never have yelled at you, and I should have believed you when you said you hadn't texted anybody but me and the lads. I love you so much you are the first and ONLY girl I will love please just give me a second chance?" I whispered back," Harry I love you too but you scared me, I thought you were going to hit me, and I don't want to be scared of you because I love you so much and you made me feel safe. I am willing to give us another chance but I need a little time to be alone to think and see if I can trust you again, but I do love you, I will be staying with my brother in the meantime. I'll talk to you later ok?" He nodded sadly and kissed me again, then looked at my phone and smiled saying," We were so happy then, and now look at us, I know it is your favorite picture of us, I love it too and I will look at it everyday." Everyone looked at us and smiled they knew we were going to be back together soon.
When I got back in the cab I was smiling instead of crying, I was happy to know that me and Harry are okay and that when I was ready I could come home and be with my boys. I was really excited to see my brother, I missed him so much not seeing him for 10 years was too long. He was a big part of growing up for me, he would help me reach things and teach me new things everyday I looked up to him. He has probably changed since he is now 28, I wonder how he is doing, if he has a girlfriend or what.
