A/N
Alright, so this chapter is just kind of like what happens during the next like 6 months... its just scenes from her pregnancy and other stuff. So really its just a filler chapter.. oh and the chapter I was so excited for I moved to the next part. so you'll have to wait for that one. thanks for reading! comment, vote, i love when you do either. :)
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*Jane's POV*
3 Months Pregnant
I laid in my bed in the apartment that I lived in with Sadie. I had been a month since I had left London and now I was really starting to show. I cried myself to sleep every night. I brought this on myself, I don't know why I sought after so many peoples pity. When I had told my parents about my being pregnant. they were very disappointed. My dad still hasn't talked to me. I got a job at the local mall, to help with rent and buy all the things for the baby.
I just need Niall here with me, to whisper in my ear that he loves me and then he'll wipe away the tears falling from my eyes. I want him to tell me that he'll never leave me, unlike what I tend to do. I want him to give me an assuring kiss on my lips. to let me know that he'll never let me down. I want him to caress my cheek as he looks into my eyes lovingly. I need him to wrap me up in his strong embrace, his warmth encircling me in a safe cocoon of love.
Today's my first check up on the baby. I don't know if I'm ready to see it. To know that I actually am carrying Niall's child. I slowly rose out of my bed and put my feet on the floor beneath me. I reached over to turn the radio on, speak of the devil. You & I played through the speakers, making my heart ache. I had told myself I wasn't going to listen to any of their songs, they caused too much stress and that was bad for the baby. I quickly turned it off, not wanting to hear their angelic voices.
I got ready for the day. I drove to the doctors office alone in the silence. I checked in and was ushered into a small room where all the equipment was set up and ready to go.
"Alright, if you will roll up your shirt over your stomach then we can get started," Dr. Teuscher told me.
I nodded and rolled it up right below my breast, showing off my small baby bump. He took the gel and spread it on my abdomen, flinching because of how cold it was. He placed the ultrasound stick on and wiggled it around. He looked up to the monitor, my eyes following his. There it was. My baby.
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4 1/2 months pregnant
I found myself at the doctors office again. My sister had come this time with me. She held my hand as we anxiously awaited the doctor to come into the room. We were fining out the sex of the baby today and I was very nervous.
Dr. Teuscher walked in, smiling at me sweetly. He sat down in the chair beside the bed I was laying on.
"How are you doing today, Jane?" he asked.
"I'm good, just anxious," I admitted.
He chuckled, "That's perfectly normal. What are you hoping it to be?"
I shrugged, releasing a breath I hadn't even realized I'd been holding, "I don't know. I'm happy either way."
He did the routine thing, putting the gel on my growing tummy and moving the wand around in order to find the baby. He grinned when he saw it.
"Well, Jane, it looks like............. you're having a girl!" he exclaimed.
I looked at the screen and just beamed. A little girl. Then my thoughts turned to Niall. He would tell me when we were dating that when he would start to have children, he wanted a girl first, so he could spoil her endlessly. Tears sprung into my eyes as I just stared at the monitor, sad because my baby girl wouldn't have her daddy there to protect her.
