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I sat there as the shrink tryed to get the words out of me since my father died I've been going to therapy its been a year now and I haven't said a word we just sit there in silence saying nothing but hello. I've been broken for too long I need to find something that's worth living for I don't know its just me over thinking again because that's what I do I over think as I sit in a room with plain white walls a white shagged carpet,photos covering the walls,and many windows showing the outside world the scenery of Ireland the most beautiful place I could ever live in. It was pouring down rain hearing the pit pat of the rain landing on the roof it soothes me it makes me happy it can make me smile make me dance make me laugh.......and the best thing about the rain I can cry with out people knowing with out getting odd looks I know it sounds bad but it makes me smile.
So this is the first chapter of new beginnings I'll try to update as much as I can but I'm on and off and on and off I really can't help it but you know what I'll try love you guys bye

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