why hello my fellow gays
it's been a month
since i took my first dose of Paxil
it's...
done some things
it made me had terrifyingly vivid nightmares
it's helped with the anxiety tho
prolly because it's an anti anxiety
"it can help with depression too"
my psychiatrist says
i upped my dose starting two days ago
10mg rather than 5mg
still p weak if you ask me
whatever works, man
i may have to switch the types of medicine
from paxil to xantax or whatever it's called
my parents are staying up until the crack of dawn because they're so concerned
why do i do this
not that i can control it but
why me
why do my parents have to suffer because of my own first world problems
bye for now
