I got called a bad mother by the person that in RL call my bestfriend/Main....
She called me a bad Mother bc according to her it is my fault that another man is in my son's life. She says that Im a bad mother bc i dont try to get the real baby father involve in Zhy's life. She says thats his job. I mean shit, I tried....and Tried...AND TRIED for him to be there, to be involve, to want him, to take initiativ, to show more care, more love, more Father figure. To please stop making me feel like-- !!!! She says I am the reason why Zhy will get hurt. She said that I shouldve done a better Job.....Im just simply a bad mother.
Only if yall knew how it was, my feelings, thoughts, and I been through....Im a bad mother.
Sleepless nights that I go through, hours that I spent looking at my son.... I TRIED GOD DAMMIT!
