“I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me...”
“You might think, I don't look
But deep inside, in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you...
I'm weak, it's true
‘Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster...”
It’s been 3 months and a half.
How is he?
God. I really miss him.
Where did I gone wrong?
“...I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide, it's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true...”
Masakit pa rin. Gusto ko umiyak nalang ng umiyak hanggang sa matapos yung sakit.
Akala ko, after non, magiging okay kami lalo.
Not as best of friends, but as us.
Minahal ko lang naman siya eh.
Di ko akalaing magiging ganito kakumplika-
“HOYYYYYYYY MINDA!”
“Oh? Sumisigaw ka diyan? Bababa na ba tayo?”
“Hello?! Ngayon mo lang narinig talaga ha? As in five thousand times na ko nagsisisigaw sayo dito sa bus nakatulala ka pa rin. Ano ba iniisip mo ah?”
“Earphones? Hindi ako tulala. Malakas lang talaga siguro yung volume kaya hindi kita-“
“Oh come on. Te, kanina pa ko naggagagalaw dito at nagsasalita oh. Di ko alam kung gising ka talaga o natutulog ka na ngayong dilat ang mata. Kanina ka pa walang kibo diyan eh. May problema ba?”
“Sorry naman. Wala to, emote emote lang. Alam mo na.”
“Hay. Iniisip mo na naman ba siya?”
“What?”
“Remind ko lang, wala ka nang earphones ah so huwag ka na magbingi-bingian diyan. I said, namimiss mo pa rin ba si-“
“Lanie! No! I mean, ano ba sinasabi mo kanina?”
“Ah...ayun naman pala. Kaya pala kanina ka pa tulala dyan eh kanina mo pa iniisip kasi yang si bestfriend mo.”
“Hindi ah. Basta. It’s just that. Hayy. Okay, you got me. ”
“Again. Siguro mga five thousand times na. Minda, tatlong buwan na nakakalipas nung nagtapat ka ‘bout sa nararamdaman mo sakanya. May nangyari ba? Wala. Ay, meron pala. FO. Friendship Over. Natapos nga lahat sa inyo pero ‘di ibig sabihin non lahat sayo titigil na rin.”
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Romance“Hindi ko kayang mahalin bestfriend ko.” I can still hear his voice saying those lines. I’ve been rejected. Pero bakit? Dahil ba sa bestfriend niya ‘ko? Gaano nga ba kahirap mahalin ang sarili mong bestfriend?
