It never ends

A fresh start

Lisa is the kind of girl you'd find rather different but at the same time quite normal and like everyone else. She is pretty hard to describe because she's not logic, talkative but an introvert, selfish but hates herself... The kind of annoying girl that you could easily hate, and also the kind of girl you could easily love. She is good at understanding people, when you talk to her you can feel her deep green eyes staring into your mind, as if she could know if you're lying to her. She seems confident, has a good fashion sense, loves art. Even though Lisa is rather a sad person, she tries to be so positive all the time, and kind of tortures herself by trying to be so perfect.

Everything was getting so much better for her, until last year, where her anxiety got so high she developed some kind of schizophrenia, leading to distorted image or reality. And there was a boy. During this "book" I will not name him, for the simple reason that if Lisa was an actual person, she would not want him to be named here, and I, as the writer of this story, don't want to name him. He will be him, the boy.
See when you're a teen, it's expected for you to date someone and have some break ups but is it expected to fall in love so seriously and so hard, for such a dumb boy ? Well that wasn't Lisa's fault, she just went through it. She dated him but it didn't go well. He slowly started showing signs that he did not care, however he did seemed like he loved her, that was so confusing and with Lisa's mental instability, and such hard feelings, it hit her like a car. She just went crazy. She couldn't be her old mature self, all she wanted was to be with HIM, see HIM, talk about HIM, be desperate about HIM, why didn't he like her, where wasn't she good enough? She was ready to do anything to be loved, quite sad and pathetic. Although he did not deserve her at all, he hurt her so much and twisted her mind when she was already broken. She couldn't control herself, acted so selfish around others. All that would matter was her heartache, her problems, her sorrow, when everyone around was suffering as much as her, for other reasons, sometimes even worse, and they would not complain. Lisa realized that, actually she already knew it. It was like she was possessed and could not control anything, all of that because of a boy who made her go crazy.
But this year, Lisa was in a new school, had friends there but not much, and that boy was nowhere near that school. She was strong and ready to start, and to never be dependent from anyone ever again. Well that's what she wanted...

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