Missing You

Daniel's POV

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Nothing has been the same without you. Ever since you were gone, I turned into an asshole, someone I don't know. I've been fucked up lately, been drinking a lot too. I know you're not coming back to me, I wish that you would though because then everything would be okay, right?

Maybe nothing is going to be okay anymore. I'm not okay, I haven't moved on, I've been smoking a lot. I didn't think that I would ever smoke... Or drink like I am now.

I've tried to move on by moving away from everyone and everything. I left my family and I moved up north. Renting a decent apartment right now with some guy that I barely know and I got a job that pays. I can take care of myself, have been doing it for awhile now.

I miss you.

I miss us.

Missing you has become a problem now, and I've realized that now.

But how can I move on when it still feels like you're here.