First kiss First Love

He is my best friend's ex boyfriend but what they don't know is I liked him first.  Being one of the most popular guys at school, girls were after him but looking at him, I didn't care about that. All I could think about is the guy who stood up for me, made me feel included and made me laugh each day.
Looking at him, sitting there with her again although not dating, makes me feel guilty. I shouldn't wish I was her but I do. I shouldn't be thinking about him but I do. I shouldn't be daydreaming about him but I do.
What's done is done, I gave up suppressing my feelings for him. I couldn't , I couldn't do this to my friend, however it makes me feel slightly better knowing she used to date him for status and popularity only.
I look back at him and see him looking at me, "hey esla, what are you doing tonight?"
"Ummmm, I don't know! I'll probably stay home and do homework, why??" I reply.
" We never hang out, you should come over today!" He says smiling.
I look at him and just nod.
Seeing him smiling at me makes me 😍😍😍. God I'm such a sucker.
Me , being a private and antisocial person I am, I didn't really want to go but I guess I could do this.

Going over to his house

I stand awkwardly, "should i ring the bell or not? "Ugh, I shouldn't have  come", As I was turning away, the door opened, someone caught my arm and I turned to look back.
"Hey, you made it" He smiled brightly,
"Yeah, how is it going?" I say awkwardly.
"Come in", he says pulling me in with him.
I look around and see my friends, so i go over to them.
After a while I go look for a bathroom and as I open one of the doors on the second floor, I see him changing his shirt.

"I'm sorry," I say , quickly closing my eyes. He chuckles and comes closer.
Tracing his fingers on my cheek, he lifts up my head as I open my eyes.
Seeing how close he is, I start getting nervous not knowing what to do.

"Hey" he said, "hey", I replied. He pulls me in and says, " you are the one I liked but u pushed me to Chloe, do you not like me anymore?"

I look at him as he pouts and shake my head, " I like you but Chloe asked you out and I didn't know what else to........"

He cuts me off, as he kisses me. My first kiss❤💖❤❤, my first kiss with my first love💖❤

Authors note
Thank you for reading and liking this. It's my first time, take it easy on me. If you want to be a lead tell me your name and a scenerio you would like.