Cemetary Weather

"I can't stay with you anymore. I don't love you anymore. " Angel said with a lot of regret.

"I thought we were forever? What happened to that promise?." Vic said.

Vic was never a fan of the word "forever." He despised the word because he was always promised that a person won't leave him and will stay with him forever. Due to those broken promises, he was left with an anxiety of trusting someone. He went for drug abuse and vices that he can't handle by himself. This is the 5th time he gave his heart to a girl but never was successful enough to have someone stay more than a year. On those years of getting broken hearted he developed a habit of staying in a cemetary and just take meth and marijuana by himself.

An unknown voice said hi to him.

"Who are you?" I never saw you here?" Vic said.

"My name is Talahasse. But you can call me Tala." Tala said.

"Hi Tala. What are you doing here?" Vic asked with a lot of suspicion.

Tala sat beside Vic with caution because she saw the Pipe that Vic had.

"So you smoke too? Can I?" Tala asked cautionsly.

"Sure. I had tons of that here." Vic said then pulled out a zip lock of Marijuana.

"I am always here. There was a sudden moment in my life that I started hanging out in Cemetaries and thinking of things that would harm me. I have seen you a lot of times already, Honestly. It's just that I never got the guts to talk to you and show myself you." Tala said.

While listening to Tala, Vic observed Tala. She was a tall lady with blonde hair and blue eyes. She is slim and had a beautiful smile. She was beyond perfect. She was the dream girl.

"You know, me versus me was always been the biggest fight. My parent asked me everytime where is my self control." Vic said.

Tala said that she agrees with him with just a simple nod.

" I always have this certain expectation to a person that always leave me disappointed because they promised me forever. I guess there is no such thing like forever."

When Vic was saying those words, Tala can't help but cry. Tala felt the same thing. She was a family outcast. Her family died in a car crash accident and she was never accepted by her relatives because of her impulsive actions.

Vic noticed Tala crying and can't stop wondering about the details of her tears. It wasn't just an ordinary tears. It's a tear that could change the course of his judgement towards Tala. So he asked what is wrong towards Tala.

"I can relate to your life. I was never the perfect daughter. My family died in a car accident that devastated my life. It was hard but  have to accept it. But then I never felt loved by my relatives that adopt me that resulted into this. A lady with no plans in life that plans to destroy everything about her." Tala explained.

Vic stopped for a while a wandered. He stood up with a cigarette on his fingers.

Tala asked Vic what's wrong. Vic never said a thing. He just looked in the sky for a long time and then sat beside Tala again.

"Are you strong enough to accept this kind of life or are you just pretending to those facts that our life is just a disaster? We can never create something beautiful and remain in there. We only thing we can do is create something and then destroy it." Vic said.

"I know. Everything is just a disaster but we have to live. Live for the best and live for the worst. Life goes on for the both of us." Tala agreed.

Vic kept thinking. He was asking himself a rhetorical question. "Why is this girl only appeared when I was planning my suicide? Why now?" This wasn't just your normal hangout in a cemetary and talk about the hardest part of living. She helped me realize that this life is not easy but it's gonna be worth it. She is my savior.

"I have to go. Can you join me for a walk?" Tala asked.

Vic said yes but with all the pain in his heart. He doesn't want to let Tala go that easily. He wants to talk more and know more about her. She was willing to stay for more than hours just for him to realize that this girl is going already.

"It was nice meeting you, Vic. It really is. I finally know your troubles and problems. I feel so much closer to you now. I hope to see you again soon okay? Don't die. Okay? I still want to spend time with you. " Tala said.

"Yes. I'll see you again, Tala. I will not commit any stupid thing anymore." Vic replied.

But then he realized, he never told Tala his name. Even an idea about his identity but before he even ask Tala about it, Tala was gone. Gone like the wind. He looked around and saw a grave. Into his shock, he knelt in front of the grave and cried with shock.

"In loving memory of Talahasse Joy Riverine. Her family loves her so much. 1985 - 2013"