Dream

#11

My world crashed.. I took a step back and went away that place. I ran.. I ran away, as far as i could. I reached the park, and looking at the bay, I teared and screamed on top of my lungs. I didn't care about the people around me. I kicked the trashcan beside the bench. I flipped the bench. Why is this happening? When we arrived at the hospital.. I saw him. He was sleeping. He's been sleeping for 8 years already and it was just the oxygen and some medical machines that's keeping him alive. One night, He moved his hand and opened his eyes. He saw me, I was happy so i ran outside to call my mom. But when we came back... He's..." She cried. "He's dead." I remembered what Dani told me. What if.. No this can't be.

Her mom needs her..

I need her..

I placed the bench back and sat on it, Ruffling my hair while crying. It was already 8 in the evening and my mom was calling me. I ignored her calls. "This can't be.." I mumbled to myself. I stood up and went away. I went to an eatery near the park. "Ahjussi.. can I have some soju?" I asked the owner. "Ah yeah yeah have a seat we'll serve it right away." He said, going inside his kitchen. I sat on the chair and rested my head on the table. "Here you go." Ahjussi said, Putting a shot glass and a glass of soju on my table. I pushed the shot glass away and drank the soju right through it's bottle.

That night, I had seven glasses of soju. I couldn't even think how much will i pay so i gave Ahjussi more than how much was I supposed to pay "Are you alright?" He said, Holding me as i go out. "I'm fine." I slapped his hand slightly away.

I walked out the eatery like nothing happened. While I was on my way back to the park, Dani was there. "What are you doing here huh?" I asked her. "Your mom called me and asked where you were... I tried calling you but you wont answer.. Luckily your Locator is open so i figured out where you were." She said, walking towards me. "Don't come closer. I can help my self." I said, she stopped. "What happened?" She asked me. "You won't know." I said. "Look, Everything will be okay, Just believe." She said, I suddenly collapsed. "J-junhong!" I heard Dani's voice. "Hello? Jungkook come here quick!"

"Good morning Junhong." My nanny said, Waking me up. "Today is the day of hearing. get ready" She said. I sat up and scratched my head. "Why am i still on my uniform?" I asked my self. "Ahjussi.. can I have some soju?" I asked the owner. "Ah yeah yeah have a seat we'll serve it right away." "Aish, did I... " I mumbled as i remembered what happened last night. "Ah, What time is the hearing?" I asked Nanny. "Later at 9." She said. I looked at the clock, It was just 7am. "I still have time." I said and quickly bathe. After that, I went out. "Where are you going?" My nanny asked. "The Hospital." I smiled and rode a bus.

As I arrive at the hospital, I went directly at Hayi's room. Her mom was there. "Ah, Junhong.." She said. "Nae, Good morning Ahjumma, How was Hayi?" I asked. "Nothing changed. Still as bad as last night." She sighed. "Don't worry, Everything will be fine, just believe." I patted her back. I walked to Hayi and talked to her. "Wish me Luck for today's hearing." I smiled and squatted down the bed's height. I pecked her forehead before pulling away. "Take care of her ahjumma, I'll be back." I said, smiling at her mom and going out.

I went home at exactly 8. We went to the court after.

The hearing lasted for some hours and we succeeded on what we want.  there will still be another hearing though but our lawyer told us that we have a higher chance of winning this case.

5 days have passed, It was already 24th of december but.. Hayi haven't gotten any better. What do I do? Christmas is coming.. but things are getting worst for me. It was 9 in the evening and i'm walking around the night streets in myeongdung. There were a lot of christmas stuffs around, Christmas trees, and other christmas decorations. That gave me an idea. I bought some stuffs before going home. 

I told my mom I might be spending the christmas eve on the hospital, She agreed. I quickly went to the hospital. I hung the christmas lights around Hayi's room. I closed the main light and opened the colorful lights i bought. Her mom went in and was shocked. She smiled, I was happy. "Today, We'll celebrate christmas, Hayi." I smiled and sat down. "I'll sing for you." "What will you feel if someone is crying over you but you can't do anything about it?" I blinked a few times before answering her question. "I will feel sad. Who's crying over you?" I said. She shrugged "That is what i'm feeling right now." she sighed. "I'll make you happy then." I grinned. "How?" She asked. "Wait..." I thought singing for her will make her happy but.. singing? i can't sing. "How about singing?" I asked. She smiled and clapped. "Yes! please do sing!" I cleared my throat and started singing 60 seconds by kim sunggyu. While singing, I placed her flower crown on top of her head. She was smiling brightly even though my voice is not good. Well I'm glad I made her happy that time. She handed me a rose again.. this time it was pink. "Pink?" I said as i took it. "Pink roses means Appreciation, Perfect Happiness and 'thank you'. I thank you for making me smile!" She said while smiling very brightly. I remembered as i started singing 60 seconds by kim sunggyu. Her mom was humming along. My voice wasn't great at all but i tried. I don't know what else to give her this christmas.. My gift wasn't as big as everyone might be expecting but i hope she can hear it and appreciates it.

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Christmas special otl ok merry christmas everyone!

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