Love a Cannibal? (Cannibal RedVacktor X Reader)

Forgiveness

~A/n~

Just for a tip 

F/a~ favorite animal

P/n~ your pet's name

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~Morning Your Pov~

"Ugg... where am I?" I mumble.

I look around and found out the I was back at base, but why am I here tho? All I remember was that we had a party and then.... Red hit me, and I ran away. I met Nick, and Sky. So I decided to  get up and look for anyone who can tell me how I got here.

"First I should go and find Ross." I told myself.

I walked down to Ross's lab to see if he was there. I knocked on the door, no one answered. So I tried opening it but it was locked.

"What is going on?" I worried.

I started to worry, where could he be? I decided to walk around.

It's been an hour looking for anyone, I couldn't find Ross, bf/n, Red, or any of the guards. I started to cry, I went back to the room to cry my eyes out.

'Did they leave me to die... or to have this baby by myself?' I thought in head over and over, the more I thought of it I sobbed even more.

Bf/n Pov

Me, Ross, Red, and all of the guards went out on a run to find y/n a gift. Red felt so bad that he hit her, he would cry and cry when he wouldn't find a good gift. And all I could do was think of y/n, wondering if she was okay or if she.... left all of us.

"Red I found something!" I shouted when I saw something that y/n would love to have.

"What is it?!?" Red shouted back.

Red looked at what I had in my arms, it was a little baby f/a. Y/n always told me she loved to have one as a pet. This made me know that she would forgive Red. So I gave it to Red, Red just smile and cried.

"Hey it's cute isn't Red, this will make y/n forgive you." I calmly said.

"Yeah it is... well let's go back and show y/n her new pet." Red smiled.

We were now on our way back to base to surprise y/n.

~Time Skips Your Pov~

I have been crying for hours now, I'm alone and scared. I was curled up in a ball on the floor, I was thinking of killing myself.

'Come on y/n... find a knife... end your life.' The voice in my head said.

So I did what the voice told me to do. I got up and started to walk to the kitchen. When I got the kitchen I grabbed a knife, I placed it right on my wrist. 

"1...2...3..." I said.

Before I cut I heard a door opening and someone calling my name.

"Y/n, y/n, y/n!!!" The voice called out.

It was Red calling for me, I didn't hesitate to run towards Red with tears streaming down my face.

"Red... I missed you." I sobbed when I jumped and hugged him.

I couldn't stop sobbing, Red let go of me and starting to look worry. Then I noticed something in his arms.

"What's in your arms Red?" Still sobbing.

"I wanted to say how bad I am when I hit you.... I care about you so very much.... I shouldn't have hit you, you're my one and only love. You don't deserve to be hit.... so I went out with my men, bf/n, and Ross to find a gift for you.... so I got you a little baby.... F/A!!" Red said happily.

I was so surprise that Red went out just to find me a gift, I fell to my knees crying when I saw my gift. It was so cute. It started to climb in my lap, then it fell fast asleep. I started to cry, my tears hitting the floor.

"Y/n what's wrong... aren't you happy about her gift...?" Red asked wiping my tears away.

"Yes I love it... it's just that..." I sobbed.

"Just what...?" Getting even worried.

"I tried to kill myself before you came. I thought you and everyone else left me to die or have the baby by myself." I somewhat yelled with tears pouring out of my eyes.

After saying I just had to get up and hug Red tightly, he seem shocked but hugged back even more tightly. He kissed my forehead and laughed. He picked me up and took me to the living room.

Reds Pov

"I love you y/n." I calmly whisper and kissed y/n's cheek

"I love you too Red." She said back.

I'm so glad that she loved my gift and the way she acted I think she forgave me. I love her way to much to hurt her, and if I hurt her again I will end my life just for her or maybe just leave for awhile. I had such long day I fell asleep on the couch, and then I felt y/n kiss my forehead and say, 

"Goodnight my cannibal Red, thank you for the gift, and I forgive you."

~A/n~

All I want to say is if you ever feel depressed about something and just want the pain to go away, please don't do it by hurting yourself, or even try to kill yourself. You were placed on this earth to make a difference and to live a happy life. And if you think that no one will care if you died, well that's a lie. Everyone that loves you would be nothing without you. So please do not EVER TRY TO KILL OR HURT YOURSELF IN ANY WAY! And Thank you all who is reading my book! And hope to see you all next time, have a good day/night Bye Byyyyyeeee!!!!