Darkness rolls in and I can't fight it off. I want to curl in the corner and cry until the tears run dry. No one ever understands how I feel. They try and compare their stories to mine but every one feels things different. My pain level ten is their level 20. My darkness is darker than they could try to imagine. Sometimes I feel I should be locked away and forced to sleep so that Ican't feel so I can't hurt. Especially so I don't see the pity in his eyes everytime I sink to this level. I hate the way I hurt him. I'm
Blinded by the darkness and in turn hurt him. He doesn't know this or maybe he does and that's why he's still here but if he left the darkness would claim me for good and all the light will forever be gone.
