Today the darkness is too strong. Even tho I know he loves me, the darkness is telling me he is leaving and I am believing it. He is hard to get a hold of today and that gave the darkness room to take hold and Twist my thoughts into harmful and hurtful things. And when I did get to briefly talk to him he all but yelled I love you with a smile in his voice. Still the darkness was persistent and kept on telling me it's lies. I can't help but feel like I'm sinking and he's not here to save me.
