A Small Love Story

Love : the feeling matters

      It started all of a sudden, everything appeared to be special. Life seemed to be colorful, which started forming memories for long. Now my days were passing by remembering them all. Today I don't have answers for any of the questions of what happened in the past.

     Life which was special to me suddenly turned out to be full puzzled, nothing was changed in me but still I became mentally unstable. Was it you who came close or it was just me always who got addicted to you. Was it just my fault or I should also blame you for this.

     By closing your eyes you still see me and by seeing my photographs you still miss me, like always you are still crazy for me. I was thinking that surely one fine day all this you will confess towards me. You easily expressed what you felt but i thought you may understand me even though I remained unsaid and silent. By the time I realized, it was too late. Eventually i failed to express as now I find you as someone who has changed completely and not the one who  I remember and know. Sometimes I do have a feeling that your mind has changed up today as if you are least interested or bothered and so you aren't mine yet anymore.

    I'm really confused now, I'm neither happy nor sad but you helped me know. All the limits you have crossed now. Enough of this hide and seek, today i have accepted the fact that you no more love me. But this doesn't mean that even I should stop loving you! I have no fear of losing anything. No one can fulfill your place in my life. Just wanna thank you for each and everything. We weren't forced to be together but we loved each others company. I don't know what happened further, but I know at least we smile when this beautiful past we shall remember!

BUT TODAY.....

     Whats's wrong I really don't know, there must be some reason for such a behavior of yours but with me our only our memories left. Saying a thing we said many things and sometimes we didn't have to do anything except staring but today, why we went on a silent mode suddenly in between. We walked for miles and miles with great laughter and beautiful smiles but today in spite of one destiny we have a lonely journey. We trusted, cared and loved each other which lead to an attachment between us but there lies only misunderstandings now. During ups and downs whenever I needed you were always there but if you turn back and see I'm just left behind and went very far from you. I knew with one whom I'm close will go away from me one fine day. Then too in your case I took a chance but see what happened because of which I'm desperate to just have one glance of yours. I don't know whether everything will be fine with us still I expect and respect you as I did earlier but how much I miss you today i hope even you miss me. 

     Those were there the golden days when we were together, when the flashback starts my eyes cry and are full of tears but no doubt today you hate me and I still love you. I'm eagerly waiting for that day when we will be again back together.