Every since that day I worked hard to show Joseph I am no failure nor will I become one. I really didn't remember how hard working on a solo album was because I didn't write all my song's when I was younger I co-wrote but never fully wrote myself.
And when I was in the studio reality hit me... I'm on my own. by myself. Of course I do have people that help but I was mainly on my own. Because of the pressure to befit the greatness of the Jackson 5 I was most definitely under pressure and you could taste the tension like a cloud of smoke in the air.
And for what felt like forever... the day came. The day came that my providence would be shown in faliar or success. I was on high mark's for success of course. I remember everyday I would pace back and forth everyday in my room. My mother would try to calm me. She would give me camomile tea. which essentially became a addiction. Considering the fact my nerves needed alot of calming. And then the results came months later. My result... failure.
Yes the album wasn't successful.I tried I guess I did put my alk in to it. Well I thought I did. And from there on all I remember is a vague 'told you so' from my father, and a sympathetic 'there's always next time ',from my other family member's. At that Point I can honestly say that my mindset was to prove Joseph wrong once again I just didn't know how. But my question was soon answered with a proposal I couldn't refuse and a proposal I didn't refuse.
Mainly because it was an honor and because I'd would've done anything that would help prove Joseph wrong. And this opportunity has a name.. His name... Quincy Jones...
To Be Continued....
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♚Man In The Mirror♚ (Discontinued For Now)
FantasyTo understand another human being you must walk a mile in there shoes... And in this story you will walk in the shoes of one and only King Of Pop.. Michael Jackson. through his up's and downs of his life.. it's more so like my deleted story Spirit...
