~Silent Love~ | P.J.M x M.Y.G | YoonMin

Chapter 4

Vision blurry, eveything white.. Jimin woke up, wondering where he was. He looked to the right and then to the left. His heart instantly wrenched. Yoongi was in the bed next to him... With a bullet wound in his stomach. Jimin rose and tried to get out of the bed. He felt the tears stinging his eyes already. Jimin fought his way up, not minding the terrible pain from his ribcage. He stumbled over to Yoongi's bed. He lay motionless.

"Yoongi..." Jimin said. He cried and sat down next to his bed. A hand grabbed his own and Jimin looked up. Yoongi was smiling with watery eyes. Jimin shook his head.

"Yoongi I'm so sorry," Jimin said. "I never should have tried that..." Jimin looked down as he heard Yoongi's breathy whisper.

"[Its okay...]" Yoongi whispered. Jimin looked back up and wasted no time. He wrapped his arms around him, holding him tightly. Yoongi froze only feeling Jimin's warm breath on his neck. Jimin couldn't hold back anymore.

"Yoongi, I like you...." He paused for a moment. "I love you.." Jimin confessed. Yoongi smiled and hid his face in Jimin's shoulder. He nodded, trying to hide his crying. Yoongi tightened his arms around Jimin's neck. Jimin pulled away and cupped Yoongi's face. He stared at his beautiful features and he looked down at Yoongi's beautiful lips. Soon, his lips moved against his, their lips in a battle. Jimin deepened the kiss, Yoongi slightly whimpering. Jimin, pulled away, face to face with Yoongi. They took a few breaths before smiling, tears coating their faces and hugged each other. Jimin felt happy to finally express his feelings to Yoongi. He then felt hands on his back, pulling him. He turned and saw doctors taking him back to his bed. He loosened the grip on Yoongi and let himself get taken back. His rib cage was killing him and he was really not helping himself. He got laid back down and cared for. Yoongi was then checked after him. Everything was alright, almost. Jimin had ended up falling asleep and Yoongi did the same.

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A FEW WEEKS LATER

Jimin was helping Yoongi out of the hospital when he ran into a familiar face. His mom. He was instantly in his mother's embrace and he winced, flinching back.

"Aish, Mom!" Jimin cried out.

"Oh, I'm so sorry!" She said. Jimin shook his head and continued walking off with Yoongi.

"Where are you going?" She asked. Jimin saw his brother and he didn't want anything to do with him.

"Out," Jimin replied and kept walking off until he arrived to his car. He helped Yoongi inside and he made his way to the driver's side. He started the car and drove off, but not back home. He drove back to the place where him and his father used to go. He parked and took his seat belt off, looking over at Yoongi. Yoongi looked back and smiled.

"How are you feeling?" Jimin asked him. Yoongi nodded and leaned over to him. Jimin smiled shyly.

"Can I ask you something?" Jimin asked Yoongi nervously. Yoongi nodded while his head tilted.

"Um.. Would you like to be with me.. Like....." Jimin blushed, attempting to hide his red cheeks. "A-As m-my boyf-friend?" Yoongi smiled brightly and wrapped his arms around his neck, bringing him into a sweet kiss. Jimin smiled and kissed back, his hand meeting Yoongi's soft cheek. Jimin smiled and pulled away.

"Let's go," he said, climbing out of the car and closing his door. He walked over to Yoongi's side, helping him out. He held him, and carefully walked him to where he wanted to go. They stopped, looking ahead. It was a view of the whole city below. Jimin just so happened to have a blanket and he laid it down. He sat Yoongi down along with himself. He looked over at Yoongi to find him looking down.

"You alright?" Jimin asked. Yoongi looked up but then looked away. He wasn't okay. Now that he was with Jimin, he felt the urge to tell him everything. His home, his family, his happiness. It was all just a lie to his first love. He looked back up at him and took his phone out. He already had it all typed out for when he was ready to tell him. Now it was his time. He gave his phone for Jimin to read. Jimin looked devastated.

*I really don't know when I will show you this, but if you're reading right now, I guess it's the time. Have you noticed how I always rejected going back home? That's because I hate it there. It doesn't feel like a home at all. Ever since my dad died, my mom has been very upset about it. My brother already killed himself because of how abusive she had been.. He tried every possible thing... Overdosing... Hanging himself..... He wasn't successful because he was on suicide watch at the mental hospital. But then, he ended up shooting himself with a slit wrist..... Success. Me and my mom were there then... And she watched in horror how mental he became... I was only 8 at the time... And understood nothing... I just asked my mom why he was screaming... She never told me this until last year,when she was in another one of her drunken states..... When I realized I hated my life.... I hated how life was...my mom abused me and forced me to do things I hated... I guess my life isn't supposed to be happy... I tried to die myself... But it never ended up happening... I couldn't... And then I met you...  It felt like my life was changed for the better... You Make me happy.. It makes me feel guilty not telling you this before... I'm sorry..*

Jimin looked and saw Yoongi in tears. Jimin brought him into his arms, tears in his own eyes. He held him and kissed his temple.

"Don't be sorry, it's okay please stay strong I love you don't think so bad about yourself, you're perfect I love you.... I love you...  I love you... " Jimin kept repeating it the rest of the time they were there. He held Yoongi in his arms, wanting to protect him and be there for him at all times. Yoongi sobbed before finally calming down. Yoongi pulled away, looking at Jimin. He then smiled sadly when Jimin placed a hand on his cheek. He was pulled into a sweet kiss. Jimin bit Yoongi's lip, making him gasp and open his mouth. He slid his tongue inside, their tongues battling. They pulled away with a slight strand of saliva and they smiled, panting.

"I'm here for you, Yoongi.... I'll always be there.. " Jimin planted a kiss on Yoongi's lips and hugged him tightly. Yoongi hugged back, tears threatening to fall again.

"[Thank you..]" He whispered into Jimin's ear.