Still Loving You

I looked into the mirror as I put on my plain black blazer. I was going to my new job. And hoping it would turn out alright. My plain cream colored dress went over my knees. My hair was curled at the end, but mostly straight on top. I applied some light pink lipgloss on my lips. I have no idea what kind of job it was, but my friend Perrie suggested me this. And it's not like Perrie would kidnap me or anything, I trust her.

As the horn was clinging outside, I rushed out. Remembering to lock my door and close all windows.

"Yoona, hurry we're late!" (A/N her name is pronounced 'Juna').

"I'm coming!" I rushed to her car and piled inside. She looked at me and smirked.

"You are perfect for this job, they'll accept you immediately. I swear it's not modeling" Perrie told me, I don't like modeling. Cause I can't eat so much. I have a friend, and she could barely eat, so I hate it.

"Good now drive, we'll be late" I shushed her, as she nodded. Perrie started the engine and bolted off. She is that one dangerous driver. I'm not kidding with you.

During the ride we all listened to music. Mostly hers, also Little Mix'. I love their music, cause it's so nice. It makes people more confidence about themselves. Perrie sang all parts, I also sang along a little. Not even that much, cause I'm not the biggest fan of singing.

We arrived safely in a parking lot. I could feel nervous already. What if it is singing or dancing, cause honestly I have no confidence. I piled of the car. I followed Perrie into a nice building. No wonder I had to wear such clothes. I was struggling walking in heels, mine was pretty high ones. Those were plain white ones. Perrie walked into the lift as I followed. She smirked, I looked at her.

"I'm so excited, just- I can't even-" She literally fangirled. I laughed a little nervously. What is she so excited about? "We could get to see each other more, during my concerts and gosh".

The lift dinged at floor 4, we stepped out of the tight atmosphere. Perrie walked towards a wooden door and knocked. We were pretty late I guess. Someone told us to come in. I nervously follow Perrie.

"This is the girl, my friend" Perrie introduced me as soon as we came in. We both sat down on the stools. 5 other boys sat at the other side of the room. This judge from X Factor. It was Simon Cowell, but why am I here?

"Hello, you're the girl that Perrie talked about a few times" Simon said mysteriously. I nodded and looked nervously around the room. What kind of job was this? "What's your name?".

"My name is Yoona" I told him, I looked at the boys who were pretty tense. One of them I recognized was... why is Harry here? Do Perrie know Harry? I looked nervously at Simon.

"Please introduce yourself Yoona" He said my name sharply, I nodded and looked at Perrie.

"My name is Yoona, as you already know. I'm 19 years old, and I'm currently working in a bakery. But I don't get so much money from it, and my family is struggling. I really like to play different sports too" I introduced myself to Simon. He nodded and looked down at his papers. I gulped a little, as I saw Harry at the other side not noticing who I was at all, but after hearing my name he cracked up. My looks has changed after puberty.

"Do you have any talents?" He asked, I gulped and nodded a little. "Please tell us".

"I'm not sure yet. I'm trying to find myself. But I've got compliments on my dancing, and I'm still working with it" I told him honestly, he nodded and wrote something on the paper in front of him. Under the paper it looked like some contract.

As he looked at me, he gave me a small nod. Simon handed me a paper, looks like a contract. I read quickly through it, and mumbled what I read.

"Dating Harry Styles for publicity- wait what did I just read?" I looked seriously towards Simon. He shrugged a little.

"500$ for each hour?" He said looking at me, he wanted me to do this so bad. But the fact that we've dated before. And I promised to myself to never forgive that boy. How dare he.

"I can't do this no matter what" I stood up and gave him back the contract. Even though our family struggled.

"Yoona, you know your family is struggling. You better sign that contract cause it's not even that bad! We're trying to help you. And you should accept the help" Perrie told me as soon as I turned my back on them. I closed my eyes feeling myself lost. Should I do this for the money? I stood there lost in a minute.

"Yoona, you have 10 seconds to make your decision. It's money or struggle" Simon said as I stood there. He counted as I thought for myself. I looked at my heels. Am I able to do this? I sighed and did my decision.

I turned around and looked at Simon. "Give me the contract" I said as Simon gave me it. I took it and looked at it. Either rip it into pieces or get a pen. "I'm only doing this for mom, dad, Katie and Robin" I looked down at it and mumbled for myself. Perrie handed me a pen. I nodded and took it from her. It's my choice nobody is really pushing me through this.

I narrowed my eyes at Harry, as I smirked and put my hands on top of the paper and ripped it into pieces. The boys gasped, Simon's eyes went wide.

"No matter what the odds, I'll never forgive you. The promise we made, Harry. You broke it. And you would like to pick up those pieces? Find them first" I told him and looked straight in his face. "Oh and if you think I have a brain made of rocks, babe. You didn't even know me when you knew me".

They all looked at me, the atmosphere was awkward. Harry looked at me.

"I don't love you Yoona. But Perrie does, it was not my idea. And we're not trying to put you in some stupid dumb job. This is nothing but easy stuff, and you get 500$ for each hour. Sure you have a brain made of rocks!" He said it straight to me. I stepped a little closer to him.

"You need tape?" the blonde one asked and held it to me.

"I'll think about it" I said and took it from him. "Thanks". I took up the contract which was ripped in pieces and looked at Perrie. "After all this was worse than modeling".

I walked towards the door and twisted the handle. Not being able to think about anything. I stood there, I felt really of. I was never a person who could take so much like this in a day. Harry knew me well and grabbed my shoulders.

"She's going to faint" He said, I stared at the blank wall. I felt my eyes heavily close. And I just saw pitch black.