Hi my name is skyler and i am going to tell you my suicide story. I was born different from the average person. I was not normal, It was very hard for me to make friends because no one wanted to be friends with a girl that was different from them and that was sad. It wasn't my fault that i was different from the average person i was born the way i am. I love school well i did . I was in 7th grade and a guy started catching feeling for me and i really liked him. Here are our texts. By the way his name is Jordan.
Jordan: Hey
Me: Hey
Jordan: I need to tell you something but don't freak out please.
Me: Okay?
Jordan: I kinda like you :)
Me: OMG are you FR cuz i like you to.
Jordan: Well do u wanna go out with me??
Me: OMG yes yes yes!!!!!
Jordan: Yay
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So he would text her in the morning with a good morning text and before she went to bed he would send her a goodnight text. She thought he was the most perfect guy ever but she soon will find out the truth of who he really is and trust me she isn't gonna think he is Mr.Perfect anymore. Here are some more messages.
Jordan: Good morning beautiful.
Me: Good morning handsome
Jordan: Do you know how much I love you???
Me: Yes i do
Jordan: Good and don't ever forget it.
Me: are you gonna walk me and Faith home tonight still???
Jordan: yea
2 hours later
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Jordan: Im sorry i cant walk you home anymore.
Me: I knew this was gonna happen
Jordan: I have a funeral
Me: ok have a nice day
Jordan: i lied i just dint wanna walk you home.
Me: wow i thought you loved me
Jordan: I do i just dont wanna walk to your house.
Me: whatever
Jordan: I love you babe
Me: whatever bye
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The next day
I was walking home when i saw something i didnt expect it was jordan and he was kissing my best friend. I didnt know what i was feeling all i know is that i wasnt happy. I didnt scream tho i didnt tell them i saw them either. instead i hurried home and went up to my room and started writing a letter. After i was done writing the letter i went down to the kitchen and i was going through doors trying to find something. My mom walked in and asked if she could help me find what i was looking for and i didnt answer her. Then i fall to the ground with a knife in my heart. My mom screamed and called 9-1-1 they hurried as fast as they can and they took her to the hospital. They said she isnt gonna make it mom started crying and went home into her daughters room and she found a note on her bed she didn't want to be nosy but she still read it. The note read this
mom,
I killed myself for a reason i know that this is hard for now but you will get over it at some point. See i saw him and her when i was walking home they were kissing how could she do this to me shes so selfish. I was the girl who had everything going right for her i had a roof over my head i always had food on the table I had a boyfriend and i had parents who really cared for me. But the thing is is that my only reason for living stepped out of my life for my best friend my life's name is Jordan. You see the knife represented Jordan and my heart represented my love for him. I hope he comes to my funeral and i hope shes there to i want them to see what they have done to me. Mom i love you so much but this world just isnt meant for me. I will never understand anything. I know right now you are probably confused on why i did this but trust me it will all explain itself soon I love you.
Love, Skyler
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He came and so did she and mom talked to them about what they had done and why I had done this to myself. They realized it was all their fault not anyone elses. He was my world she was my best friend how could they have done this to me. I had an open casket. All of a sudden it starts raining and people are getting the tarp and stuff to put over my casket. All of sudden i get out of the casket and go to my mom with a note that said:
Dear mom of Skyler,
Be careful with her this time don't let her slip away she is to precious to let this happen to her again watch her closely.
Love,God
Skyler walked over to Jordan Kissed him on the cheek and went back to her mom and said i really want to go home now. They went home and she dumped Jordan. She was happy and everyone else was happy besides Jordan of course.
The End
