past
I'm running from something that once existed.
Some where in my life, I've experienced something. Something that I've always wanted to forget, but can't seem to. Trauma. Trauma is a type of stress disorder
There's something in my past that i have witnessed, and been disturbed by ever since. It could take years, maybe even decades to forget such a terrible experience. It doesn't matter how hard i try to forget, there's always that little memory of it in the back of my head. What i need to do is get away. Spend time with my friends, and [possibly] family. Don't isolate me from the people who care about me, and could help me. But maybe i've tried that and it isn't working? i could always try talking to my school councilor about your problems, or maybe a (professional) councilor outside of school (note: Everything said between me and a councilor is completely confidential). Or maybe i don't want to try that. I'm no councilor myself, but when it comes to something like this, the best advice I could give me is to seek help, or at least spend time with my friends. Spending time with people can easily get my mind off the curse that haunts my mind. Whether i think about it sometimes, or every now and then, or everyday, i can't spend my whole life running from it forever.
