as i lie in the cold, dark abyss that is under the sheets alone, my cheeks became wet with the thought of you.
oh how much i desired death due to our parting. i wince in pain because of you. my eyes became fasted shut; i was unable to open then in fear of seeing you. yet as i closed my eyes all i saw was the color that resembled yours; the pigmentation of the plants soil after we watered it. my heart began to palpitate, thoughts began to scramble. your absence is killing me. you were ethereal. i could not repress this feeling; the feeling of emptiness.
my dear, that fight was mere blunder. i had once thought that youd become a bane in my existence, but oh- i was wrong.
my ears were filled with the sweet, mellifluous song that you used to sing when i felt disconsolate. oh how much i need that right now. every chord was beautiful, just like you. that very song had caused me to fall into limerence for you. i grasped onto the duvet as if it was your shirt when you comforted me. oh how i miss those times.
i shouldve known from the start. we were just ephemeral. nothing lasts forever.
we were a match, lit by the essence of love. yet that flame had died out. love, lust; all gone.
faded away.
nothing stays alive.
especially me.
farewell my dear.
hopefully we meet again.
ill be waiting.
