50 reasons why I love you, even though I can't have you (ksimon)

Entry 2

Reason 1: those damn blue eyes!

Like hot damn! Those blue eyes are stunning!

It was right after second period. Cal, Vik, Tobi, Josh, and me were chilling at Cal's locker, waiting for Simon, so we could head to lunch.They were discussing Naruto, even though I absolutely despise that show. So I was just staring into space, thinking about the cafeterias French fries and how moist yet crusty they were. It seemed I was daydreaming forever, but an arm shooting out and it's hand resting by my ear almost instantly made me pull myself back into reality. It turns out the owner of the arm was the one, the only... Simon minter." Are they still babbling about Naruto" he asked with smirk. I looked up so him and I could make eye contact and then it hit me hard. Those damn blue eyes shined like... something blue that shines. Of course I've known he has had blue eyes since he was born but now they seemed more blue and prettier. Those eyes pulled me and grasped onto me tight, not letting me go. Metaphorically of course, but still I was in love with those eyes and him of course. Yet I'm 110% sure he was straight. It seemed I zoned out while looking at his eyes, because when I came back to reality with Simon waving his hand in front of my face." Jide, you there" he questioned making his eyes get wider and bluer but that part was most likely my imagination." Y-Yeah, uh sorry 'bout that, I guess I zoned out" I explained trying to make this situation less awkward." That's cool bro, wanna go to lunch now or wait for the kings of nerd landia to finish they're chat" he said making me glance back at the others and chuckle, because they were still arguing if sasuke could beat kakashi in a fight." Sure let's go eat with Harold and Freezy" I say breaking the silence between us. He smiles then nods, and those damn blue eyes light up. " Yo, lads Jide and I are going to eat with Freezy and Harry, see you guys later" Simon says loud enough so the boys can hear him, they don't even stop talking they just wave. So we leave, Simon begins to talk about how Ms. Johanna the maths teacher who's 25 is so hot that the principal ( who's like 90 years old) has a crush on her. I laugh and nod even though I don't really care. I only do that to get a glance at his eyes. Then he talks about how Ashely Marie and him might go on a date but she wants it to a be a double date, so her friend isn't lonely. Even though I'm pissed on the inside, I pat Simon's back and say " finally, you need to get out more, and if you want I can go with Ashely's friend". He smiles and brings me into a side hug." Thanks JJ, you're the best" he says with a huge ass smile and his blue eyes seem to glow." No prob man" I say and we enter the cafeteria.

That's all you get from that day person who is reading this. I don't even know what this is called, you can call it anything but a diary okay? Cause I, JJ do not own diaries. So even if you wanna be a jerk and go back to school and tell all my friends like Harry, Tobi, Josh about this, do not say " GUYS! You're Bestie JJ has a crush on Simone and wrote all about him in his diary". That makes me sound lame, so please say "GUYS! You're Bestie JJ has a crush on Simone and wrote all about him in his journal". That makes me sound less lame.Also don't tell Freezy about this, because him and Simon seemed to be flirting today, that confuses me but it was very annoying . Which is one of the reasons I stopped writing about today because all they did was talk to each other while me and Harry talked, also because I skipped the rest of the school day and went home to sleep. So today wasn't very important.

Sincerely, Jide

A/N just to let you know A/N will be in bold and anything said in this book that is homophobic, transphobic, racist ( which I doubt they'll be anything like that) sexist or anything that is hateful I do not support because I'm gay ( I like boys),half black, transgender ( FTM), and I respect females. Hope y'all have a nice day 😜😜😜